12 Steps to Serenity & Love

Therefore, one may say without being presumptuous that

“the experience of experiences is being alive”.

Carlos Castenada

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The Serenity Prayer! and someSobriety and the 12 Steps was what my friend Dr. Jeff needed last year before he so selfishly took his 50cal. gun out on himself instead…..

The Serenity Prayer! and some Sobriety and the 12 steps is what my best friend Jody Layne needed before she took out the bottle of pills one drunk night instead…….

The Serenity Prayer and some Sobriety and the12 Steps is what my best friend Lucinda needed before she took out the clear bottle of vodka instead on her very own head, and drank too much one night till she was dead.

..WHAT DO ALL THESE FRIENDS HAVE IN COMMON?.Well, they all knew the program for many years …the program of the 12 Steps…but none of them had the courage or wisdom to
“Keep on Keepin On” 
and makin it so! as luge used to say…
“MAKE IT SO”

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12 steps to serenity and a life without strife


THE 12 STEP PROGRAMS OUT THERE AND WHY THEY EXIST AND WHATS THE POINT ONE MIGHT SAY THAT IS NOT FAMILIAR WITH SUCH PROGRAMS:?

Q”s FACTS OF LIFE FOR THE ADDICT!

Well, why do certain folks wish to escape their own personal reality using an addiction whatever it may be, booze or many of the thingz listed below, whatever he case may be they possibly may need to read , use and thouroughly do the 12 steps listed above or they may die.

long blog to coME+++GO GET A CUPA JAVA AND SIT DOWN FER A SPELL AND STAY! might be werth the read, if ya are a person with deep down , core driven resentments and hate for things of ur own past. Things buried deep down inside that affect your life each and every day. As you tread along this grinding mill of the wheels of UR life’ KARMA try to be easy on urself if ya decide u have the courage to find REAL LOVE in ur hearts and WHO YOU ARE inside…if u do then i would say it would be a valuable lesson in life if ya don’t know it to learn the 12 steps to serenity and love without strife;;;; a life of HEALING!

instead of DEATH

for number# one is acceptance: is a key for anyone who wishes to develop and grow through the stages of learning to cope with one addiction or another, to get over all the deceptions in ones mind they call their life:(..as hard a s it may seem and sound 90% of the folks on the planet can’t seem to GE A GRIP on this particular subjekt. This subjekt has been an undertaking of mine for some 20 years for me since the day came when i decided i wished to stop ESCAPING LIFE ITSELF BY DRINK AND DRUG!…MAKING THAT DECISION WAS THE FIRST STEP I TOOK TO GET TO STEP ONE AND I NEVER HAD BEEN TO ANY  KIND OF SUPPORT MEETING UNTIL THEN, TOOK ME * YEARS AFTER THAT DECISION TO FINALLY BE ABLE TO QUIT. I was to proud and un-intelligent of an EGO, always {edging god out}  to be able to ask for any help or reach out to AA or NA or any other form of 12 step group that deals with addictive personalities. for at that time in my life I was unawareI one could be addicted to so many different things. It was then i understood what the meaning of pick ur rakma wisely as in aramaic jesus put it: for the werd mean addictions: or habits….So he was saying choose ur habits wisely….not chose ur friends wisely as have the romans mis-translated it!….
     Upon seeking fearless self seeking moral inventory one might find they are addicted to a variety of things. or one thing in particular that oversheds the light of all in their life even, that becomes sad and what it is ….until they are released some day by reaizations, jEST how does one come to these realizations is what this blog er dissertation is all bout!

 POSITIVE ADDICTIONS!

THERE ARE POSITIVE ADDICTIONS LIKE; BEING POSITIVELY ADDICTED TO UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,
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TRUTH , HONOR, PRESENCE, PEACE, CLEANLINESS, SERENITY, SECURITY, CALMNESS, AWAKE ALERTFULLESS, GRATTITUDE, HAPPINESS, MONEY AND IT’s MINDFULL USES, FLYING, BEING GRACEFUL AND SPIRITUAL…….. if u have found urself being jest that, addicted to any and all of the above then u may not need to read this blog or ever need a 12 Step Program in ur life, but i believe everyone no matter how rich or welthy, or poor or sad needs to read this and adhere to the steps provided within! or without the programs of life no matter who u are
the 12 steps can apply if ya have the courage to lewk at oneself and are determined to make a change!

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NEGATIVE ADDICTIONS

  One may be ADDICTED TO> ALCOHOL, DRUGS, FOOD, SEX, HATE, SCARY THINGS, TATTOOS, SELF IMPORTANCE, FEAR & SELF PRESERVATION, OUR EGO, INBALANCE, PAIN, INTOLERANCE,  SELF RIDICULE FOR THE EGOS SARCASTIC DELIGHT, CRIME, AN EASY WAY OUT, VIOLENCE {TO GET WHAT THEY WANT}, SOME ARE EVEN ADDICTED TO DIS-EASE AND ILLNESS NOT HAVING A CLUE AS TO WHY? Heridetary or brought on by ones onwn self, is always important to know WHY!?!  IS WHY 12 steps EXIST! and some are addicted to BEING A SAVIOR? when it is themselves they prolly need to save.

THE GREATEST ADDICTION

TO FIND LOVE is THE GREATEST ADDICTION of ALL ADDICTIONS of all that EXIST  FOR ALL ALIVE IT IS IMPERATIVE TO FIND LOVE ONE WAYOR ANOTHER– Finally to realize why they have come here to this great planet we call earth, to find love is what all come to find, display, show, honor, or live, or hate, or whatever we all come to find love to deal with….Unless we CHOOSE TO DEAL WITH Jest the HATE INSTEAD, we do have a choice and a voice……
{“believe it er not”}

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oN THE 12 STEPS AND MAKING AMMENDS WHICH IS THE 4TH STEP OF THE 12….TO UNDERSTAND WHY THE STEPS ARE LAYED OUT THE WAY THEY ARE AND TO USE THEM AND PUT LIFE TOGETHER ROUND THESE STEPS HAS BEEN A VERY VALUABLE TOOL TO MY OWN PERSONAL SURVIVAL OF THE SOUL IN THIS INCARNATION! SO BE IT!  IS WHAT I WISH TO FOCUS ON TODAY! 

HEART HEALING

Allowing grace full change to happen as it should unfold by the laws of cosmic nature is very critical for may who are inpatient or fearful bout the leap of the change they might undertake!….And ah what a change it is in life to have weights lifted off ur souls shoulders that may have been there for 20 er 30 years after doing the
12 steps THOUROUGHLY!
All the time remembering what
LOVE TRULY IS AND IS NOT!

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sOME ARE LIKE A LEAF, out of control on a river being washed down to the depths of he sands of time below, those folks all are like that leaf in lotsa ways, they are seeking a rock that they can find along the way, not jest any rock, but that special rock with a big heart of gold in the center, one who able to allow the leaf to grab ahold of its side and maybe stay a while, maybe there find peace and harmony and a place to hang till the end of time the leaf might find,till it withers to nothingness…which is all there is really “believe it er not” grains of sand in a sea of eternity we all are!      so on that note i must say i hope all the leaves out there find their rock to hang onto! ….if nutin; else they find a big stick so they can at least go to the bottom of the sands of time in the river of life happily ever after stuck to the stick they LOVE!

.May hopefully this stick never get Stuck in da’mudd eiher….so both i and the leaf can enjoy the ride on this thing they call their life. may suicidal tendancies not be the running away part of their life wanting to say good bye to all that is out of selfish insecurities….may they find 12 their own steps to eternity.

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SO, BE WHO YOU ARE JEST FOR TODAY BE WHO U ARE AND WASH UR PAINS AWAY BY MAKING AMMENDS TO ALL YA CAN TODAY , THEN GOING ON WITH THE REST OF THE STEPS TO HAPPINESS AND FREDDOM THE BILL AND DR. BOB WAY

THE BIG BOOK THE BOOK OF AA THE BOOK OF NA THE BOOKS OF THE 12 STEPS ARE ALL A WAY TO SEE THIS LIGHT OF A NEW DAY….LOTSA BOOKS EXPLAINING THE SAME PHILO=ISOPHY OF RIGHT & THE WRONGS IN ONES LIFE AND GETTING ON WITH A NEW BETTER DIFFERENT KINNA LIFE FER THE REST OF ONES DAYS!
THE BOOK OF LIFE UR LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT
DEPENDING UPON WHETHER YA HAVE THE COURAGE TO DO THE STEPS NECESSARY TO MAKE IT THAT WAY

AS LUCK AND A LOVE OF MINE ONCE GONE {who needed the 12 steps bad, and would prolly still be here if she had the courage and wisdom to take them}
TO THE GRAVE SHE USED TO SAY

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MAKE IT SO!
~SO~
here below is

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SO IF UR ADDICTED TO ANYTHING AT ALL
I SUGGEST JEST DOING IT!
THE 12 STEPS THAT IS!
 i hope everyone can have a great June coming up and
Since may is gone to May it BE!

JEST MAKE IT SO!

  IT WILL BE WHATEVER IT WILL BE…WHATEVER U MAKE IT! IT STILL IS WHAT IT IS!

AN if ya do the 4th step the best you can and try to make the ammends the best you can afterwards…and the other party is un-receptive well,
Don’t kill Urself over it!     
jest know u did the very best you could and forgive urself if they will not allow you to make ammends or place all the blame continuously on u without accepting thier part in the play!

UR LIFE
PLIGHT OR FIGHT RIGHT OR WRONG BY UR VERY  CHOICE YA SEE IS UR VERY OWN DESTINY…..forgive urself and others

and:)

GET A GRIP….

for today Q is

Chanting Love Livin on the Edge

NAMASTE’

to one and all
frum

Q

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