Thinking What I Think

FEAR AND DECIET LOVES HATE! hates love!

FEAR can reach out infinitly and destroy ur very life
in every way! shape and form
so can delusional fearbased thoughts within ones own mind:(
believe it er not
read on i do have a point

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and screw em all that want to put werds into my mouth and say they know what they think i think lol:( sadly enuff:(

I say listen up for a reason here….really truly listen up folks…..
i have written scores of blogs bout this subject fear verses love….and lies and deciet and telling others things that they never even concieved of thnking….
telling othger that what u think they think is right is a very wrong way to live ones life no matter how ya lewk at it
I personally have honored love to the point of being falsely accused of so many unjustifiable things that i would never even dream of thinking or doing….but that is always i am being attacked by the FEARFUL ones embellished in a hate filled world:(

I have had it taken out on me several times in the last few years and almost turned off my whole internet and killed this blog world as a result of it….SOME JEST CANT DIG PASTFEAR AND SEE THE GOD AND LOVE IF IT WERE STANDING RIGHT BEFORE THEM?:( so very sad!

I have been crushed to the ground beyond belief by letting ones that i love insult me and lie to me bout what they think i think….some people i guess never stop doing it no matter how much love is involved …thier fear based tendencies are much stronger…..so, when people want to lie to you bout you have them read my last blog or my blogs bout fear verses love or read this post i post here to them….

Remember this that along ur path of life even those u value and love more than living life itself …from the spiritual side well…they can betray u and act this way….thier ignorance is bliss the way i see it…thier attacks are insidious…i need to find the part bout vunerability and attcks in course of miracles and show it to each and every one of my loved ones that cross my path in life….

I NEED TO BRING EDUCATION TRUTH AND LIGHT TO THE WORLD MY LOVES AND FRIENDS…..WHY ON EARTH WOULD ANYONE WISH TO BRING LIES BOUT ME AND SAY HATEFUL THINGS TO ME IS WAY BEYOND ME…..I MYSELF KNOWING THEY ARE NOT TRUE IS NOT ENUFF TO HEAL MY BROKEN SPIRIT OR SOUL:(
ACIM SAYS I HAVE A CHOICE AS TO HOW TO PERCIEVE ATTACK on my personal truth nature and character for no reason but lies….am attampting to find that one now i am….

UNDERSTANDING BE THIS WHICH IT IS TODAY….ATTEMPTING NOT TO LAND MYSELF IN THE HOSPITAL TODAY FROM THESE INSIDIOUS ATTACKS ON MY CHARACTER NATURE LOVE AND TRUTH ALL I AM WHEN YA GET DONT TO THE CORE ALL I AM
LOVE AND TRUTH…FOR WHY WOULD ONE WISH TO CHOOSE A PATH OF DESCERNING LIES TO BE TRUTHS AND DISSILLISIONAL THOUGHTS THAT ARENT TRUE…..SUCH AS A LADY MANY TIME OVER TRYING TO DISSIMENNATE MY RELATIONHIP WITH HER FROM THESE VERY THINGS:(…OVER THE YEARSTHIS KEEPS HAPPENING OVER AND OVER I SEE
withtthese fear based personalities:( so very sad i have to let it affect my life to the point of me being vomiting ill though so very sad:( that i cannot control the lies or thoughts of others that are dillusional…and fear based on lies made up in thier own mind:(
 
Many of us today are engaging in a tremendous amount of spiritual work on ourselves. We’re meditating, praying, attending workshops, seminars, and retreats.

And this is good news. Because if the world is going to evolve, it’s going to take a lot of conscious people to lead the way.

Yet the vast majority of us who are engagin in spiritual practice are making the same mistake. We tend to put far too much emphasis on the need to work out our personal psychalogical issues as part of our spiritual path.

The way this plays out practically is as follows: let’s say that you take up a spiritual practice in earnest, and you notice in the course of that practice that you’re deeply defended against life and intimacy. You won’t let other people see you. You always wear a social mask BELIEVE IT ER NOT which hides a deep-rooted insecurity.

Well, upon discovering this, as psychologically informed people, our tendency is going to be to withdraw inward, to go back to our past, to start plumbing the depths of our psyche to try to find and uproot the causes of this fear and insecurity, and this tendency to hide ourselves from life.

The trouble is that although this “archeological dig” into the depths of your psyche might lead to greater self-understanding, it won’t necessarily make it any easier for you to be vulnerable, authentic and present. Indeed, it might even take you further away from intimacy by making you more self-absorbed than before.

It’s important to recognize that this tendency toward self-preoccupation isn’t our fault. This habit grew out of our over-psychologized culture which basically told us that we were all damaged by our childhood and that we have “inner wounds” that need to be healed in order to become happy and fulfilled as adults.

And, as the world’s great wisdom traditions have been imported to the West, this pathology-focused worldview has gradually become superimposed onto the spiritual path.

But when we let go of this compulsion to work out our problems and instead begin to directly engage in a path of authentic evolutionary spiritual transformation, we soon begin to discover that we have access to a part of our self that is already free from our ego’s limitations and issues.

This is what I call “the awakening of the Evolutionary Self.” It’s the discovery of a part of our self that was never wounded or traumatized, and that doesn’t need to be healed, because it is already whole and complete.

This part of the self has access to boundless energy, creativity, and positivity, and is completely ready to participate in life fully, boldly, passionately, holding nothing back.

When we step into this Evolutionary Self, we feel instantly connected to the heart of Life and energized by the impulse of evolution itself.

Miraculously, what we find in doing this work is that when people awaken to and begin to act from this deeper, truer part of the self, then all of the psychological issues, blocks, wounds, complexes, and neuroses that previously seemed so intractable suddenly seem to dissolve.

Now, the truth is that they haven’t dissolved. They can still be reactivated if we step back into the narrow perspective of the ego. But in light of this newfound, higher potential, and the profound sense of purpose and meaning that comes with it, we discover a powerful motivation to no longer fall back into our “issues.”

Indeed, as our awareness of this Evolutionary Self grows, our old habits and issues become less and less interesting to us, and in that, they gradually lose their power over our psyche.

And that makes all the difference in the world. In this alignment with the Evolutionary Self, we begin to discover the real meaning of freedom from the ego. And we learn that this freedom is not something we have to wait for. It can happen now if we’re willing to give our heart and soul to it.

If you want to get a taste of the simplicity I’m describing, try this experiment. For one full day, go on a “fast” from any form of self-concern.
I’ll make a private bet with each and every one of u u wont be able to
unless ur one of those very rare unselfish types

Throughout the day, any time you notice yourself mulling over one of your “issues” or trying to overcome an emotional or psychological difficulty within yourself, simply put it down. Let it go. Turn your attention to something else.

Indeed, if you want to really get a taste of something different, try turning your attention away from your inner turmoil and placing it on the part of you that is already aligned with the big YES at the heart of the cosmos. And notice how your perspective on your problems changes.
I have also written many blogs bout perception and the correct way humans should attempt to lewk at thingz
seek and u shall find!

This may initially seem difficult to do, but with a little practice, you might find that you begin to have acces to a depth of presence and awakened clarity that you never could have imagined. Try it for just one day. You might be surprised at what you discover.       

soplease folks take heed …..this description here is and could be u and u life in an instant one day for no apparent reason ur loving friend or husband or wife or lover might brinbg to u lies u never even thought and realities that are not real to anyone but thier dillusional mind……
don’t let it get to ya i guess or ya could become suicidal….when in ur mind ubelieve and know the truth let the truth be that that save u from ur own self destructing ego here….
if ya don’t get my drift then that also is ur choice….jest remember this next time u feel attacked out of foolish lies derived from a sick mind thatis filled with falsities so deep it crushes you and also every one around them:( they love misery and misery loves company…

The whole healing process of my life is to not be able to accept this kind of extreme lunacy to be an excuse for me to be able to prosper in love and truth….for that which i am
and that also what u are if you so choose it to be

or u can embillish the fer based thoughts let them send u to ruin and or put urself out of the misery another fortells upon u…

We are truth love and a good energy if we choose to be

or we are a decietful…hiding…attack and run kinna person that embellishes fear?

my question to everyone that reads this someday afeter i am dead and gone……what choice are they going to make???????….

will u be powerfull over the fear and lies or will u be wipped by them …welll lotsa times that has to do with the accuser….
if they have enuff honor and love and truth in thier hearts mind and soul maybe they will be overcoming kind and conquer the ego and fear but until then they will live a life of misery…..lies full of dillusions……creating sickness and death to thier relationships as long as they live

these kind of folks tell me they are sorry for what they think i think lol…too bad they don’t really know what i think….i am very sorry for that …they say sorry it had to come to this but based on these bullshit lies i know in my mind that are not true i shall end my love life…wifeness husbandship, friendship or whatever with you!

well if ya really love the person ya will be dead very soon if ya believe it
if ya love urself then ya will save urself from thelies and prophecie the truth….


SAVE URSELF FROM THE LIES OTHERS CREATE ABOUT U and tell you bout who u know u are if u know ur right…the truth will come out in the end always i believe…all ya can do is auctually feel sorry for those who think the unrightious things of u

remember u are holy and love if ya want tobe…
or u are fear and harte and lies if ya choose to be

only choice u have in life when it comes down to it is to finally choose one of the 2 …
hopefully the one that wins over lies of the self crushing designed false ego LIE!:


God beless each and every one of u….god is a matter of perception again…so i jest say it in the form of NAMASTe’….

HONOR UR BROTHERS SISTERS AND LOVERS WITHOUT HATEAND SELFISH DESIRES:(
please i beg of everyone one day to see what i am saying above!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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the god i know and the truth i know knows the truth
so do all of the angels i know!!!!!!

even the angels who have decended from heaven to only act like the devil

KNOW WHAT ITS TRUE IN UR OWN HEART IT SHALL SAVE U

or it might end up being death doing them is part which should never
really be wooried bout in ur heart….
believe me woory bout what you think othgers do to you
it might kill u

so listen up!!!!!!!!!

don’t let love lies and ur false ego guide ur way in ur every day life

love or fear
ur choice
once again
is what it is
insidiously insanity breeds even upon the ones u love when they havce let fear get a grip on thier ego!
i only know thi and have experienced this so well
some people love it so much they finally become suicidal after years of practice
so sad
i have seen somany go this way

so over and out from a guy who don’t have a clue tomany
and to others who know who i am
glad ya have a clue

auctually i still do not have a clue why fear has to attack me so:(
from so many angles when one is trying to reach a loving goal in their life.
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many truth above have made me physically sick jestthinking bout them…

so beware
fearful lies create death!!!!!
all there is to it!

NAMAMSTE”
Q

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