Gettin a Grip

Seems as though, Some live with Mountains of Fear in their hearts an soul, and i have a hard time not letting it affect me, i have to jest break the chains once again😦 i guess, Chains of love, chains of addiction to a person,change of addiction to sorrow and being broken wil not heal ones soul…..

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GET A GRIP – TIME IS OF ESSENCE

like when i am FLYIING MY WING thermal busting and having the fun of my life playing with the winds and thermals and clouds and skies when i fly….sometimes i got to GET A GRIP! or i willl die….selfish to wanna get close so ya can feel it when the feelinmight kill ya…my selfishness wanting to feel that thermal or whatevr might jest be my end:(
FACT OF LIFE……..I have saved it many a way many a day by this very action, for if i did not get a grip, take control and fly the right direction well, inevitably i would have died…but i didn’t I AM HERE I AM LOVE AND IN LOVE ALSO…….with all the greatest things and people i have met in this world…i try to refrain from hating that which i percieve a not good….like that bigg cumulus cloud ready to engulf me that i a have gotten to close to or the wind shear i might fly into well, best thing is to stay clear back off and get away from that

Coming to conclusions about hate fear and attack here i see many truths unfolding!…So many very sad truths auctually, i feel so very sorry now and have much empathy for the ones in the past who have played this “no Bounds” kinna cruel attacks without anything for them to back their werds with except fear based dillusions and more attack words:(….
These kind of folks are not really”guilty” of anything but ignorance and lack….
lack of love at it fullest degree…..I have to always remember something from the bible i have remembered in my heart since i was a child and have tried to live my life by….bout the best piece of widsom i got out of reading the whole book of the bible…
it is this; CUZ SOMEONE Texted ME A WHILE AGO AND SAID MY WORDS WERE FULL OF hate???????LOL OH WELL………….WHEN ONE TURNS LOVE TO HATE IT IS THEIR OWN FATE DON’T LET IT BE YOUR VERY OWN!
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If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
1 corinthians 13…….the bible.
and i guess the part bout preservation is important also, especially self preservation ….when u feel attacked by others, especially the ones u truly LOVE….KEEPIN REAL LOVE IN TACT IS  A VERY HARD THING TO DO WHEN ONE PARTY OR THE OTHER CANNOT LIVE BY THESE SIMPLE RULES OF LOVE.
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I RECIEVED THIS BY EMAIL THIS AM FROM ANOTHER BLOGGER TO HELP ASSIST ME IN HOW TO GET A GRIP…………..BOTTOM LINE THEY SAY …GET A GRIP MIKEY!

Deep hurt that is stifled from expression is not free to move through the body at the time that it occurs and so it gets stuffed into some part of the physical body. This means that the energetic pattern that shook you up in the past stays lodged in the body and is released only when we consciously free it. Reactive anger then, is pretty much always a defensive stance against feeling the full brunt of those painful past experiences. Until we recognize that our anger is the tool we use to keep our vulnerable emotions at bay, we will never see the value of letting these internal fortified defences down. Nor will we see that in not doing so we remain a generally combative and evasive kind of person by nature, precisely because our inner landscape still harbours “wounded soldiers on a battlefield”.

However, staying inside your head and merely intellectualizing your past experiences, will never ever release the trapped energy. Feelings must be free to course through the body, unabated. But the reason why so many people struggle with past issues all their lives, never finding resolution, is because they pair up their deep pain with their defensive anger. By allowing powerful emotions to surface under the sway of anger can be a lethal combination and is not only an inappropriate way to release the past from one’s body, but is also a pointless, self-defeating practice which only adds to one’s problems. Ultimate success comes from a full surrender and resignation to those trapped e-motive energetic patterns, never allowing the anger armour we’ve so carefully created and maintained over the years, to taint the cathartic process experience. Only in this way can these suffocated energies be safely discharged from inside the body.

As long as residual anger remains, you have not released the full energetic pattern of that given event from your body. You know you have succeeded when forgiveness replaces anger. And when I say forgiveness, I don’t mean that you have condoned the actions that have caused you so much anguish in the first place, but that you are letting yourself off the ‘anger’ hook. In doing so, you integrate those vital energies you’ve been so careful in guarding; you are finally free to make use of those energies rather than to continue with the struggle of containing them.

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so to that respect and honoring all…. i need to keep the faith in myself….and my dog i guess lol………at least she’ll stand by my side and support me in every thing i do out of love even if it aint the most intelligent thing in her eyes to do..sHE’LL EVEN GO FOR A FUN WALK ROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD WITH ME STAYS BY MY SIDE NO MATTER WHERE I GO.[trying to walk more to keep in shape and keep from locking up.}{plus this is a way i THINK THE BEST! WALKING FOR an HOUR or DRIVING for miles.but really folks do u think u are judged by ur dog like a human being with a vocabulary of cruel words made to attack another???? think twice.i think not.

    The only thing one can really do from cruel folks who have to work on themselves instead of debate with and ridicule others is…throw ur hands up walk away and disengage from them so they no longer have the power u have given them as satan to take ur every doing and thought away or shred em to bits through analysis…..Very intelligent Folks have a hard time grasping this concept for they have to pick apart and debate all the truths so they will become un-true…so as to hinder themselves from taking a deep look at themselves and their motives in life...
Are the motives LoVE BASED OR FEAR BASED?   well, if they can a ever accept that fear based motives are the best way to destroy life well,, one day they may turn around and decide LOVE BASED WAYS are THE ONLY WAY!
so da gray area lol
FINALLY ALLOW this person or persons to deal with their own issues in your very own time of need for recovery from their attacks…..I AM NOT SAYING NO LONGER LOVE THEM….but don’t ever buy into anymore that u can be a VICTIM OF ATTACK? THE SOONER THESE FOLKS REALIzE that you will not be a VICTIM …and they have no longer any ability to throw their VENOMOUS POISIONIOUS ATTACKS AT YA. the sooner they might finally GET A CLUE
AND FIGURE OUT WHO THEY ARE:(……

I mean what good is it wasting hundreds of hours over years upon years alwasys attempting to defend urself and recover from “no BOUNDS” VENOMOUS ATTACKS upon ones personal reality and nature….They even question all of reality themselves and till they find LOVE in their reality true love…
THEY WILL NEVER BE HAPPY! NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO…………….

WELL AGAIN I SHALL END THIS ON JEST THAT NOTE;

WE AND YOU AND ME ARE POWERLESS OVER OTHERS WHO CHOOSE NOT TO HEAL THEIR DEFECTS OF CHARACTER WHATEVER THAT MAY BE…..SOUNDS LIKE AA YUP WELL, COMES RIGHT FROM THE BIG BOOK YA KNOW…15 YEARS OF ALCOHOL FREE LIFE HAS MADE THIS SO MUCH MORE BEARABLE TIMES LIKE THIS…..IF I WERE STILL DRInKING I PROLLY WOULDN’T BE….ID’D BE DEAD LOL….
OKAY NAMAST’E TO ONE AND ALL THAT CARES TO READ MY STUFF….HOPE MY 2 CENTS WERTH MADE A POINT OR 2 TODAY TO YOU ABOUT
TRUE LOVE

Namast’e……once again to everyone even the cruel malicious unkind selfish ones who might have read this and felt offended in some way somewhere along the line….it is those ones who need the work of releasing fear based judge mental thoughts and finding love in their hearts…..
I TRULY FEEL VERY SORRY FOR ALL OF THOSE I HAVE KNOWN IN THIS PLIGHT , FOR SO MANY I HAVE KNOWN,,,,,,,
JEST REMEMBER…AS I WAS ONCE TOLD BOUT MY FIANCE’ WHOM KILLED HERSELF WHICH I BLAMMED MYSELF FOR IN SO MANY WAYS……FOR SO LONG:(

ITS NOT ABOUT YOU!……..IT NEVER WAS…..MIGHT HAVE BEEN BOUT UR TRUE LOVE FOR THEM…THE KIND OF TRUE LOVE THEY ARE AFRAID OF AND ATTACK AND RUN FROM AS CONDITIONING FROM THEIR PAST EXPERIENCES…GOOD OR BAD…..

HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU…………THEIR FALSE ISSUES…EVEN IF THEY MAKE EM BOUT YOU

bottom line here is this!

ONLY YOU AND ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IS TRUE IN YOU HEART…….UNLESS U LET UR MIND BE FOGGED BY DILLUSIONAL THOUGHTS WHICH ARE NOT REAL………

THEN U HAVE TO

GET A GRIP!…………………AS I HAVE SO BEEN TOLD TODAY………….GET A GRIP

Jennifer’s sis sandra has done this vid, an i believe it is is relevant, because i live on a mountain, and am , layed on mountains of fear of anothers to have had to deal with..Mountains of fear!….Geez…..

Don’t really want to accept anothers fears as my life, Everything inside me tell me to accept others for whom they are, and also allow them to possibly accept me for whom i am. So i can only offer forgiveness and try not to be depressed bout others choices to , over and over for years, to hurt on my ever lovin soul.

Take care everyone

Enjoy

Q

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