Apple of my Minds Eye

Blue Dayz in Paradise?:
is LIKE A YUCKY
BLOG
ya get when
da
APPLE OF UR EYE
SAYS & DISPLAYS THEY DON”T CARE!

a big giant Deja Vu
*

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?so who is who?
*
Howzit everytime ?

HE GETS READY TO MAKE A BIG PLAY

ON HER BEHALF
SHE KILLS OUT?
IS IT HER OWN PERSONAL SATISFACTION?
AND WHAT IS TO GAIN?
ONE WILL NEVER KNOW?
HOW JELOUSY AND DECeiT
PLAYS SUCH A GREAT PART?

do we choose to
CREATE – ER
REACT FALSELY

REMINDS ME OF A BLOG OF CROW’S ONCE
BOUT WHEN YA JEST GONNA GET THERE

“THE GREAT DECEIVER “

WILL TAKE YA OUT?
for those who don’t believe in shamAnism
be what it be
be it so
i could care not

BUT IN A WAY DO
JEST SAY OH WELL
WHAT CAN ONE DO?

What is ur rock solid core Belief System You have put in play!?

~so~

? IN MY BOOK ? IS WHY?
WHO GETS SATISFACTION BY BEING DECEIVED?

Yep thats it folks Satisfaction🙂
A CRAZY NOTION HUH!
LOL
and
WHY ON EARTH
WOULD YA WANT TO

DECEIVE THOSE YA SAY YA LOVE....?
IS WAY BEYONDS’T ME?

Not the werd of my day …

Satisfaction
I could never recieve satisfaction
by being like lucy?:(
Fer it’d break my heart!


fOR i AM NEVER sATASFIED WHEN THE BALL IS PULLED FROM ME:(
AND i LAND Flat on my back in pain and misery
nOW I HAVE NOT A CLUE WHY?
for that was
not
MY CHOICE!

ALL ONE CAN DO IS TRY NOT TO BE TOO SAD
AS TO DRIVE ONE TO MAKING MISTAKES OR RUIN
*

EVEN IF TEARS DO BLIND UR WAY
YA GOT TO USE THE WIPERS

AND TRY TO FIND UR WAY ACROSS THE DAY FROM
THIS SEA OF PAIN

tomorrow is a new day!
*
AND BACK TO YOUR OWN DESTINY

what I thought i had found was my eternity?
WITH MY OWn OWN LIFE! an hers also !@

one that knew
what
Unconditional LOVE WAS!

with infinite possibilitys!
and wants and needs etc etc
and knows the difference between wants needs and desires

A LIFE WITOUT STRIFE
WITHOUT STRIFE!
YES A LIFE WITHOUT STRIFE?

a life with a new wife?

A LIFE WITHOUT FEAR!

AH WHAT A GREAT ILLUSION THAT IS I GUESS
*

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would BearDog therapy help? i once wundered?hmmmm

OR MORE CHOICES?

for truth

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO CREATE
AND HOW MANY TIMES I ASK HER TO HOLD THE

damn ball!

destiny? hmmm

************************************

Then Once AGAIN:)
either way!?

She jerks the ball
BEYOND ZERO POINT!

I see no reasons nope not one not!

cept
“the great deciever”
crow told me bout!

makes me sad
😦
and makes me back hurt also!
*
hope everyone else ain’t being deceived by lies and bullturdz today?

Q

OH AN PS:
to those in the know:) lol

and any of the other undelined links above
and so below lol:)
waz it all mean
U Tell me at the end of another day an year of Neglect and Denial…..

NAMASTE’
to one and allz
Q

PSS:
QUESTION UR ASSUMPTIONS AND PRE-CONCEIVED REALITYS TODAY!
YUP YUP^^^:)
QUESTION THEY MAY BE
HOLDING you back!

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