All The Promises

This Duet This Dance

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Queensryche
All the promises!
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Is there some other way out of here?
Somewhere I could find myself?
Can’t sleep enough, can’t stay high.
All the promises . . . just another lie.
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I’ve always been afraid except . . .
in the moments that I loved you.
The only time I felt strong
was when you stood next to me.
I could make a stand if . . .
I could hold your hand again . . .
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The road I’ve traveled is the hard way down,
always playing another man’s fool.
They offered a way inside
with the promise of forgiveness. It’s a lie.
she says; ? Could you forgive what I’ve done?
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they say
We had it all, but couldn’t see anything,
the blind leading the blind
through the darkest night.
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he says
When you said you loved me
it made me feel alive.
When you said you loved me it made me feel . . .
like I could fly.
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I’ve always lived afraid except . . .
in the moments that I loved you.
The only time I felt strong was when you stood next to me.
I could make a stand if . . .
I could hold your hand again.
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We had it all, but couldn’t see anything,
the blind leading the blind through
the darkest of nights.
When you said you loved me it made me feel alive.
~
When you said you loved me
it made me feel . . . like I could fly.
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I’ve always been afraid except in the moments
that I loved you
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weell well i dont want to be one of the blind leading the blind to the darkest depths of the mind ? for what the sake of love and sickness an more dis-ease,,jest MENTAL.,..
😦
well, well, All the promises broken and or kept to one side of the mind or the other well? ,,,well well,,On top of chronic pain well; do i really have to pay attention to lies?can i forgive!? wel i have no choice really ya see!, there is another way to see all that is, if one bothers to keep their own promises to their own lives and do the things they said they would do. My last blog was percieved in the eyes of dellusional fear based thinking is jest that i have to accept that for There is a correct way to percieve things and even gurus get some things wrong in life, because they think wine is better, but in the end of all things they might end up protecting inherintly their under cover link to the alcohol… different gurus all over the planet are influenced by the spirits of society to percieve even and see things in a bit of a different way, but does that mean the other guy is wrong! well yes ,,,in the end the way i see it is we have to not use excuses to behave one certain way or another! Certain gurus are anti Pot and others not,,,depending upon again upon perception and how their structured universe is. Some gurus and shamans disagree to a certain extent on a few things, but does that mean on guy is better or werse than the other, well i can’t really go their, cuz their very own personal and political influences etc etc are jest what they are, one might think wine is better, but then on the other hand tell u it is bad to drink ,,like sadguru,, but i am not in a debate with him bout perception, i can only take the good with the bad and throw out the bad information i know better bout for many years,,toss it out the windows of perception and take the good out of it i can get if any i can out of why they percieve things the way they do or are influenced by society or the united nations er whatnot because of thier complying attitudes towards, the right or left wing of society , some themselves can’t stay at the focal point they preach eternally auctually, because they still even as themselves as a guru or a shaman have JUDGEMENTS bout how a certain thing should be! Remember all things are not the way ya see em; personally i prefer don juans and or moojis laughable behavior concerning marijuana and drugs etc etc…for all chemistries are NOT THE SAME and different rules apply to different types of people in the game of life on this planet ya see..all can’t fit into one box ya see really even though some great masters even believe so or have believed so i have to let that part go and live with my own beliefs based on my own experience and percetion, !…
So if ya got this far well hope, my read and rant didn’t get to you negatively whomever ya are,, my point of the day folks is LOVE UR BROTHER OR SISTER IN THE END LIKE U WOULD URSELF AND FORGIVE WHAT THEY SAY AND DO THAT IS AGAINST YOU.SINCE THAY HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED IT THEMSELVES ,,HOW CAN THEY BE IN JUDGEMENT OF IT IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO THAT AFFECT!
EXPERIENCE THIS PAIN IN MY BACK FOR 10 MINUTES AND TELL ME IF YA SOMETIMES WOULD LIKE TO NOT HAVE THIS PAIN TO DEAL WITH,,,WELL WE EACH HAVE OUR DIFFERENT KINDSA PAINS to deal with in this incarnation, we are here to learn how to LOVE with FORGIVENESS no matter how many stones are thrown at ya and how many false werds of hipocracy etc etc..
No matter what keep on keeping on and
“FORGIVE THEM FOR THEY PLAY IGNORANT FOR THAT WHICH THEY DO” cuz their EGO wishes to win over their mind.so is the HUMAN CONDITION i’d have to say ,,generally across the planet is the condition of FALSE JUDGEMANT from LACK OF EXPERIENCE Instead of FORGING LOVE THAT SHOULD REALLY LAST AND LAST forever ya know!
no matter the cardz dealt to one in this deck of chance called life…
? IS HOW U GOING TO BUILD UR AKASHIC RECORD BOOK TODAY!
FORGIVENESS IS LOVE ,,,AND FORGIVENESS OR LOVE? UR CHOICE HUMAN BEING,,,I DO SO HOPE IN THE END WHOMEVER YA ARE YA DO CHOOSE LOVE,,,AND DEAL WITH THE PAINS AS THEY ARE HANDED TO YA WITH FORGIVENESS!
GOD BLESS PEACE TO EVERYONE OVER AND OUT FRUM q
oh yeah well ur perception of the higher power might be different than mine , but please recgonize dearest human that well…no matter what ya need to stop fighting in ur brain put the ego down and let the mind do the walking …and have faith this higher power will guide ya along thru the steps ogf this so called thing called life….
over an out once again
Q
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Queensryche – All The Promises
when a husband a wife become one and sing a song together to the werld of love and peace and forgiveness..instead of misperceived hate in an awkward state of false judgement in the brain and mind!

Comes back to my song of this blog and what my life is all bout, between relationships, and all and how they are percieved and dealt with even relationships with ones own mind based upon perception or not being in a good light or the bad light, your CHOICE to the REALITY U CHOOSE…either ya decieve ur self into thinking the things ya say and do that are wrong are ok or ya cop to it and accept that ya have allowed LOVE TO TAKE A BACK DOOR to fear and pain…2 kindsa fear and 2 kindsa pain there is ,,,I personally get to learn how in this incarnation how to deal with them all, so as my life becomes a living dichitomy, so i can learn to shed the shamans skin and be even unlike the gurus of almost perfect, {we all have our flaws} even the so called saints!and we have to offer forgiveness for what we have to deal with that they have never experienced, cuz most of em are healthy! by NATURE and do not have any chemical imbalance by genetics that needs balanced to stay afloat,EXAMPLE: I personally right now at this very second am in so much pain in my lower flank from my kidneys and surrounding ares and the thousands of cysts that have now grown round them and migrated to my pancreas and liver well, if i did not get my meds yesterday! yes pain killer, a moderate version now!.thay want me on 24 7 morphine but well, i don’t want to be crazy i jest want the pain numbed.
I jest wish to be COMFORTABLY NUMB A LOT IS ALL BECAUSE THE PAIN GETS SO INTENSE DEPENDING ON THE GRAVATatIONAL PULL OF THE MOON AND EARTH, WELL THAT I CRY CRY CRY INCESSANTLY!….
On top of the Physical pain the last thing i need in my life is the kind of pains that have been thrown at me spiritually and emotionally in the form of lies and misperceptions and FEARS , i cannot allow that to also cause more pPAIN!..is insane! :(…
Back to the point of this blog and this song! i’d rather forgive what was done than judge it, but i have to use my judgements as wise as i can based on personal experienced…The melody of my life for a few years has been a sad one, cut into many part and a happy one also cut to pieces really for me to see what ity really is and is for and not for! LIFE THAT IS! and how my feelingz are important to my mind now as the ego’s fire has been squelched to a big well – well of acceptance..I have to accept the happenings others pull on my life ..and move on .cry my heart out for all the wasted time and money, take the pain and walk away and do the very best i can and be the best man i can, is all one can do assaulted an all as i was today in my blog werld,,,it jest makes my heart sink to read and have to acknowledge some one that said they loved me says the things like she did to me this am, makes me all blurry eyed and can’t even type on my keeps, an not out of self pity, bout out of the shame and judgements so falsely offered to me for my personal perceptions of reality etc etc…
This song to me is bout how a husband wife duo ought to be! and how making a stand and not taking any more abuse but offering forgiveness and love for no matter what is said and goes down….truth bout it in my mind is though , what a waste of time in the end and 5 years of my life trying to support someone embedded in fear and false lies that will not release that and get on with her life,,,in a positive loving manner, without deception to mankind and trying to prove to mankind they are something they are not!? an egos game a of shame i shall not allow to be happening to me on top of all the other pains and misery i have felt and had to deal with in the past let alone the pains like i have right now that floor me to the ground and make me cry cry cry ,,,feels like my grandma is slowly knitting that blanket inside my self
so? all her promises jest alie ? well well well is all i can say after 5 years of forgiveeness to come to jest false judgements in the end:(
ALL THE PROMISES NOW BECOME JEST A LIE!
ACCEPT IT Q!
AS SICK AS IT MAKES U …
WHAT SHE HAS DONE TO UR SOUL NOW 2 THIS DAY
WHEN SHE SAID SHE LOVED ME DID SHE REALIZE THE DREAM THAT MEANT TO BE!? I WUNDER NOW? ALL I CAN DO?
i have made my stand! and know that i could hold the hand in forgiveness 4 evr! but if only to be believed in my anotHER human being is all i evr wished for ya know!
AND TO REALIZE LOVE FOR ALL THAT IT IS IN THIS HOLY WERLD OF MINE!
a pack of lies it has been is what i have to accept it now! is all i can do……
accept i do not wish to have a pack of lies to own for a lifetime that come from what calls themselves love…i jest need to mover forward without hesitation and enjoy my life the best i can
NO MATTER HOW MUCH THIS PAIN HURTS! INSIDE PHYSICALLY
I CAN’T LET THE LIES MAKE OR CREATE MORE PAIN FOR ME
I JEST HAVE TO REALIZE I NEED TO FORGIVE AND MOVE FORWARD
WITHOUT HESiTATION,,,,,AND SAY
FOREVeR I SHALL LOVE U MY DEAR
GOOD BYE AND GOOD NIGHT ER MORNING TO YOU WHATEVR IT IS !
q

 https://quarksire.wordpress.com/2013/10/22/out-of-order/

PSSSSS!T

Love and fear are the only emotions we as human entities are able to express. All the others are just sub-categorical emotions. For example, on love’s side there is joy, peacefulness, happiness, forgiveness, and a host of others. On the other hand, fear reflects: hate, depression, guilt, inadequacy, discontentment, prejudice, anger, attack, and so on.

Love and fear can not coexist. Where one is, the other can’t be also. The one will leave immediately, should the other enter its presence. If you find yourself in a situation where you are experiencing great joy, and are suddenly overtaken by fear, the joy is gone! But it works the other way too: If you are terrorized, frightened, or otherwise threatened in any way, all you need to do is turn to the love within, and the fear disappears.

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