The Day I Died

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Since i have had the great pleasure of being shocked back to life 2 different times with a difib machine by paramedics ; well, i find this video perty interesting. Saw it quite a few years ago but was werth the replay, if ya have seen it can by pass this page till next post-it an have a splendid one 🙂  NDE’s what are they …well most people still don’t know, an well i don’t talk bout it alot nor do i talk a lot bout ADC’s a lot either {after death communication} with others whom have passed, but what is real folks about all the above, falls in my believe it er not category!

The Day I Died ? the first time i truly realized i could be outside myself an still be alive… ever since it has changed my perception of reality an of life itself in many many ways!.{believe it er not}…An even now ill with a disease they call terminal…well life is terminal ain’t it i say..cuz they told me i would be gone a few years back an i am still here, my website here is all bout that in a sorted way an how i stay alive another day after day 🙂 and why even if there are pains in this life…why i strive to keep in recovery; an hopefully enjoy the gewd things in life life has to offer..an maybe jest maybe quantumly heal my dis-ease an pains that i had been givin genetically…Has been why for years i have taught my recovering subjekts that the brain an the mind are 2 separate entities..and anything is possible, believe it er not! ..an gratitude an forgiveness are 2 separate thoughts…an well if ya think anything like i do in the fact that thoughts are things well, in this quantum entanglement ya are…hey anyone feel like they are jest a ping pong ball thrown round an cast bout with for werth 4 hours which are converted to money er however it is done ? whats it all bout , an for whom ? well determined to find out i am lol…prolly won’t  really find

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out it’s bout anything less than love! thats all ..Over an out frum confu Q. nope, no illusion here is my reality …today as long as i am still alive is all i can say . ” one day @ a time” folks.

The Day I Died

BBC Documentary on Near-Death Experiences

Published on Nov 27, 2014 for the internet on u=tube but is a 1993 bbc show if i am correct.

Scientific evaluations of Near Death Experiences. This documentary features in-depth case studies of Near Death Experiences including a dramatic veridical (verifiable accurate) out-of-body experience, the most recent research studies, and balanced interpretations of NDEs from both skeptical and “believer” perspectives – virtually everything an inquiring mind would need for an introduction to NDEs.
One of the best documentaries made about Near Death Experiences, by the BBC. Featuring many top scientists that have studied Near Death Experiences and other related incidents.

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    The BBC has refused to replay this documentary, and has stopped it from being sold as a dvd. They don’t want to get accused of supporting ‘fringe’ theories. (Apologies for the low quality of the vid and the out of synch bits.)

NDEs Near Death Experiences – Scientific Evaluation

 

Proof Epigenetics Is Real

Proof Epigenetics Is Real: Study Confirms Mother’s Diet an “Perception” Changes Gene Expression In Offspring

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SO A FEW KEY FACTS…!st off most folks in the world are not aware of scientific findings  for approximately 10 years  after the finding, the facts dr. lipton shares here are new an are to be spread upon an about the education netwerk as time goes, but since we got internet the process of educating the publik is a lot faster, so is why this video is for ur viewing pleasure, …ah but whats a guy without television do, research an watch vid’s like this….so jest passin it on ! An remember .this note frum da’ mind of Q “heal the field – an ya heal the body!” . believe it er not! ….perception & behavior …an adaptive mutation?..what are evolutionary changes an adaptions verses perception? based on belief? does belief create? does perception an frequency? change genes an can it .? i believe yes. .”thoughts Create” yup yup i say! ..lets re-write history together! adjust perception adjust behavior ..when necessary? only…signals frum the environments? activating dna? etc etc? how do cells werk? well? …Ok! don’t be a victim of ur own thinking er stinkin thinkin!?..what signals in ur environment or belief system? creates the thought patters of the cells? {perception} controls gemes? yep yep! read on an

this vid is werth the watch!. fear er love folks ur choice!… the body an the cells are like a camera! yep yep!

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Epigenetics is an emerging science that mainstream biologists and medical professionals have largely ignored. It details how our environment can deeply change a human being for the better or worse. Bruce Lipton, PhD has talked about the fact that our health is not controlled by genes for many years, but now, a scientific experiment has proven that the archaic understanding that genes determine reality is largely untrue.


Lipton explains:
“Medicine does miracles, but it’s limited to trauma. The AMA protocol is to regard our physical body like a machine, in the same way that an auto mechanic regards a car. When the parts break, you replace them—a transplant, synthetic joints, and so on—and those are medical miracles.
The problem is that while they have an understanding that the mechanism isn’t working, they’re blaming the vehicle for what went wrong. They believe that the vehicle, in this case our bodies, is controlled by genes.But guess what? They don’t take into consideration that there’s actually a driver in that car. The new science, epigenetics, reveals that the vehicles—or the genes—aren’t responsible for the breakdown. It’s the driver.”
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For now, mainstream medicine tells us that if we end up with cancer or heart disease, it was in our genes, and the only way to really rectify the situation is to undergo invasive, and expensive surgeries or take prescription medications which the industry makes billions on. This is a patent lie. The study of epigenetics gives us our power back as individuals – to take responsibility for our health, and to heal what mainstream medicine has not been able to heal.
Just in time to prove that Lipton isn’t inhaling fairy dust, a new study has come out that proves beyond our genetic code in a few strands of DNA, our parents pass down some very different instructions that can determine everything from our health, to whether or not we’ll tend to be a happy, upbeat individual, or prone to depression.
Research from the Medical Research Council (MRC) International Nutrition Group at the London School of Hygiene & Tropical Medicine and the MRC Unit in Gambia published in the journal Nature Communicationsprovides the first proof that a mother’s diet can change the expression of genes in her unborn child.
Over 2000 pregnant women’s hair follicles and blood was sampled to determine what their diets were like just before conception. The researchers found that after comparing these samples to those taken from 2 to 8-month-old infants, the mother’s diet BEFORE conception has a significant effect on the properties of the DNA she passed down to her child.
This was observed primarily through a process known as methylation, whereupon certain regions of the genome are ‘tagged’ and placed into methyl groups. This process turns off certain gene expressions, and turns on others.
The researchers found that children conceived with a better diet had higher methylation rates. Higher methylation rates were linked to higher concentrations of important nutrients in the mother’s blood, especially homocysteine and cysteine. It was also no surprise that a poor diet led to lower methylation rates, as normal methylation requires nutrients such as choline, folate, methionine and vitamins B2, B6 and B12.
This study takes one of the most basic presumptions of medical science and turns it on its head. It was heretofore assumed that we got one half of our DNA from one parent, and one half from the other. Those 23 pairs of chromosomes were thought to be ‘God’ when it came down to what we would be like, but as we discover that humans have such similar DNA to rats, or spiders, it would make sense that something else was happening in the coding process. We share a quarter of our DNA with a grain of rice – so how could it be possible that all our potential was wrapped up in a few base pairs?
Even after mapping out 3.2 billion base pairs of DNA in the human genome project, we were none the wiser in understanding aberrant DNA. Might it not be in the way we think? In the foods we eat? In the people we choose to spend our time with?
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To scientists like Rupert Sheldrake, the noted biologist and author of over 80 scientific papers, this is of course possible. It is indeed the reality of form in the resonant field.

Sheldrake explains how epigenetics works in his own words:
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“Morphic resonance is a process whereby self-organising systems inherit a memory from previous similar systems. In its most general formulation, morphic resonance means that the so-called laws of nature are more like habits. The hypothesis of morphic resonance also leads to a radically new interpretation of memory storage in the brain and of biological inheritance. Memory need not be stored in material traces inside brains, which are more like TV receivers than video recorders, tuning into influences from the past.”
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If, as Lipton and Sheldrake believe, the resonant energy of our field determines who we are, then of course eating higher-vibration food, listening to higher-vibrating music, and sharing ideas with more positive people will change our genes. There is no cancer without the consciousness that created it. It isn’t locked in our genes, as the current medical establishment would have us believe. Finding health and happiness can be as simple as eating more broccoli and putting on some Bob Marley on the way to work. Our genes are paying attention to those ‘codes.’
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The latest research looking into the epigenetic effect of diet on an unborn child helps us to understand just how powerful we are to direct change. Other studies have suggested a similar fate.
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For example, Dr. Linda E. Carlson and her colleagues found that in breast cancer patients, support group involvement and mindfulness meditation – meditation where practitioners focused on thoughts and actions in a non-judgmental way, ignoring past grudges and future concerns — changed telomere length.
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Telomeres are stretches of DNA that cap our chromosomes and help prevent chromosomal deterioration. Shortened telomeres aren’t known to cause a specific disease per se, but they do wither with age and are shorter in people with cancer, diabetes, heart disease and high stress levels. We want our telomeres intact. If we can affect this important part of our DNA with just a few meditative sessions, what else is possible?
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No offense to Charles Darwin, considered the father of modern biology, but he didn’t know squat about the morphic field, and the ways we can direct our own DNA to be healthier, with entirely different outcomes than materialistic science might have assumed. We can change our DNA. Epigenetics has proven it.
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Written by Christina Sarich of http://www.themindunleashed.org

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About the Author

Christina Sarich is a musician, yogi, humanitarian and freelance writer who channels many hours of studying Lao Tzu, Paramahansa Yogananda, Rob Brezny, Miles Davis, and Tom Robbins into interesting tidbits to help you Wake up Your Sleepy Little Head, and *See the Big Picture*. Her blog is Yoga for the New World . Her latest book is Pharma Sutra: Healing The Body And Mind Through The Art Of Yoga.

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The Myth Of Love As Codependency

The division between men and women, and the lack of self-understanding, has perpetuated many limiting ideas and strategies toward love and marriage.

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Many unions do not survive due to role limitations and dependency upon one another, including the unspoken expectation of one member to have the other member meet their needs. Resentment, anger, and contempt are inevitable if one plays the game, and the other benefits but does not reciprocate. Dysfunction will most certainly result unless both parties are responsible for and expressive about meeting their own needs. What happens then is the energy flow narrows and eventually closes off and love diminishes.

Too often the resentment one partner bares toward the other remains just below the surface where it smolders in an ongoing fashion like a fire beneath a former coal mining town, until the aggregate of all negative feelings breaks the surface and consumes the history of the relationship, resulting in irreparable damage. Or if it does not result in this explosion of expression, it slowly but surely builds a wall of separation on a day by day basis.

Many recommended, but limiting, rules of the marital union reinforce the confusion. The word compromise, for example, means to negotiate a common win-win solution. Compromise does not mean one gives up what they need in honor of another. It does not mean meeting someone half way, somewhere between what each desires, for neither is a single lifestyle. “Self-less” living does not mean giving up one’s needs in order to serve those of another—it is not about martyring one’s self, gracefully losing a win-lose competition, so another can win. It means rising above the competitive self-preservationary impulses to accommodate all three purposes for self and others. It means melding all parts of each self and designing a lifestyle of common Co-operative Goals:

A union between two people is a dynamic thing w/operative goals.
, growing with the passing of time because that is the desire and intent of both. This can only happen if both see the value of this growth. It need not sacrifice the evolving process either physically, mentally or spiritually. Rather, when each serves as a welcome mirror to the other’s progress, that intimacy can grow while respect remains intact.

Jest fewd fer thought anyhew 🙂 ….

Have a splendid one!

Q

Finger Lewkin’ Gewd

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-g8rNtfonyy0/T-IWYJc132I/AAAAAAAAC1w/Ymgv-UlshaI/s400/image00223.jpgFinger Monkeys: as many things do today remind me of how precious life is no matter how big er small – what color or type,,,any way ya lewk at it it is life. Gotta love it ! er not is our very own choice every day, like picking up the bottle er not….

gotta love urself at least that much to not want to escape the life u so very much truly love….!

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What amazing little creatures live in the rain forests!
Another good reason to preserve the biodiversity of this amazing planet!
Ya think finger monkees are predjudice? i think not!
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Finger monkeys are native to rain-forests of Brazil , Peru , Bolivia , Ecuador and Colombia. (Source: Buzzle)
 
Finger monkeys are, as a matter of fact, pygmy marmosets. They are also known by the names “pocket monkey”and “tiny lion”.
 
This cute little primate hugs and grips on to your finger so tight that it pulls your heartstrings and you wish you could take it home with you. The finger monkey is the tiniest living primate in the world. It’s so small that it can hold on to your finger.
 
These primates belong to the family Callitrichidae, species Cebuella and genus C. pygmaea.
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9breU3cmA1k/T-IWoNqDUjI/AAAAAAAAC2A/3kA1OqN28co/s400/image00445.jpgDis’ finger monkey reminds u not to pick up da’ bottle –
life is too short an too precious to have to escape it all the time!
PS: NOT MY PHOTOGRAPHY EITHER ZOO SHOTS FROM THE EAST! but i couldn’t resist posting these pics with my points!
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It’s a birthright ? am i correct er not u tell me…..don’t matter how big er how small er what country it comes from er what not – nor weather it’s black or yeller er white..it’s sacred as far as i am concerned ..an precious no matter how big er small an even what color an type – it’s still life! don’t they have a right to survive also?….What’s that ya say ….
LIFE!
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Be kind – love life – don’t discriminate!
have a splendid one werld…!
jest my 2 Cents Werth today!
Got da’ POINT!?
… Q ….
Finger lickin’ gewd is life @ the right times yeahhhhha! say this monkey!
~ Love an light 2 one an all  ~

When Ya got it ya got it Polycystic Kidney Disease Facts

Behind Closed doors!

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over 15 years ago I was Diagnosed accidentally after crashing my snowmobile with ADPKD,

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the doctor had told me that my what my father had died of { an anyuerism }  an he didn’t even know but he did because it is hereditary! 12 years ago with PKD i was diagoosed an evr since it has been traking havoc on my systems. too many cysts for mikey to have a kidney transplant now  i am told 😦 if ya do not know what PKD is please check see the following video; recently i did another stint in hospital for 2 days seems to happen every few months, today i has a lady do a deep photoscopy in my werld, in my abdomen, she says my cysts are all over inside an well is suprised i am still aliv3e.well i’d somehow call that co existin with the pain as i do daily is like my grandma is knitting a blanket she is making for me in side my body with big ol knitting needles…..woza huh..weell video will enlighten ya some to my plight an flights in life …i am in level 4 an have been 4 quite some time now.get sick evry few months when toxic i do ….so check out the vids if ya want to learn more …..till laters i gonna go relax em a bit….till next time 🙂 take care Q keep da sunny side up 🙂 😎 an ur heart in da right place ya might live longer 🙂

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Q yep one in 20,000 people 🙂 mikey is ….

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Quantumely Speakin’

Hold on 2 ur truth – Quantumely speaking!
Sumtimes in life one has to wunder whether they are re-writting the past er not ya know!..an don’t wann bore ya with things that sound like i am saying the same thing over an over,{redundancy ya know!} but in one way i am, an in another not!…it is a living dichitomy!

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well, lotsa things in personality that have grown over the years changes, an has to change either for the better or the werse depending upon perception…
So for me the biggest thing i can do a lot is wake up to the fact of how ” I THINK” an what i REALIZE”… sumtimes being one in the same an at others NOT!…to recognize things for what they are is one thing but to caste a judgement against it is another…when one uses judgment or pushes against these events, you are adding to the energetic dichotomy of what is occurring.Yes I know is hard to accept especially when another goes against ur will an their own even an bruises ur life one way er another. See it for what it is! is my lesson…an try not to be sad bout it, that’s the hard part really. As a human an one grows genetically an the DNA changes so do people, some for the better an some for the werse. depending upon the thought process they bear to hold, whether it comes from fear or love, like i have said in many posts before. I am awakening into an awareness that is occurring. And i have to realize i am in the middle of great upheaval an chaos world wide really, as a watcher at present. One can only watch an see things for what they really are, an not what another wants to make them. I have to realize and acknowledge that this is how events and actions have been viewed for most of human history. What is being offered, however, is an expanded way to shift these limited, chaotic, atrocious events.
I now have skills an knowledge I did not even jest a few years ago concerning thw Quantum Nature of thingZ. an how it all werks on a super-conscious level…check out my mirror blogs if u don’t understand….anyhow ..in this shift of times, realize, that this awareness and this knowledge have been suppressed in the collective understanding of who i truly am…i have to realize an understand that i am a multidimensional divine presence here in physical form…an in so being, stay detached from many of the so called {negative happeningz} of the werld… an Not be an abuser as many “enlightened ones” have so become to me…A hard thing to accept…an forgive an forget the poetic mis-justice done to each of us 😦 in life. 😦 many things are.
Imagine though, that this reality and this dimension is created by the energy, thoughts, beliefs and emotions of the entire collective. would not then ? Your life and experiences have been created by your personal energy, thoughts, beliefs and emotions…can u still keep “blaming it on the other” all the time .lol when it truly is thier deal! ? an U allow it to become urs….takers an indifferent fearful & neglectful people will get theirs i guess in their own due time, we as Q beings i call it have to leT it go…if not the repercussions internally could be even life threatening, taking on anothers illness or dis-ease in a way!…
When there is a transformation occurring in the evolution of consciousness in our collective reality, we become a very important aspect of that unfolding. More and more individuals like yourself and I are realizing that you have the ability to, and that you do, influence the outcome of events. So back to My blogs titled “watch it”
We an I have 2 choices…can either celebrate this awakening and awareness that is occurring..acceptance or non-acceptance? an choose love er fear, realizations must be had then in accord that i an u jest might be powerful creators, in more than one way.and that we are experiencing our focus in this physical reality. {believe it er not}having to know, however, and understand that the divine energy that animates our physical bodies is powerful beyond measure. I had not been taught or informed how to use this power in a manner that is life sustaining…it’s sumthing that we learn as we grow i assume. an as our DNA adapts to the changes…
we are here at this time, on a personal mission to be a part of transforming the dense, misqualified  energy and vibrations that continue to empower the chaos and atrocities. Pushing against, resisting or even ignoring these events is not the action of an awakened, empowered multidimensional being…but has been mine a lot in the past , an i have to jest learn how to let go…to things i cannot control…ie..people places an things,,no matter how much i might love them…even close family. One thing i have learnt in the 12 step groups!
I have to realize that this reality i am interfacing with is held in the neutral energy of the quantum field….that my mind can connect to an is a part of… This neutral energy, this quantum field, responds to what is being energetically offered. It will match the energy and manifest what is projected upon it by self {the observer} I have to continually remember the double slit experiment, an also, monty python ( believe it er not} famous for a quote “how can ya be in 2 places @ once when ur Nowheres at all!”} So, Now multiply this truth by the power of the collective consciousness offering limited beliefs, a sense of powerlessness, or the misqualified passions of righteousness. then i become instantly witnessing the results as the chaos and life threatening action of all those misqualified vibrations…. I have to realize there is a dichotomy that truly does exist here that i am not powerless although at the same time i have to be…….i have the choice to make it time to step up and offer the energy of a different reality. Begin to own that your every word, thought and emotion is making a difference. Begin to clarify censor beliefs about this reality.no only do I but also so do WE an U if u Choose!
I had to understand that what I have been taught is incorrect. and not dwell on the incorrect teaching or judge and make wrong those who offered these beliefs, simply observe and make a conscious shift. LET IT GO WHATEVER IT IS,,,,yes a hard thing to do! but changes perception!.if ya focus on da’ broken promises, things will remain broken 😦
Realize that each moment of the day i an U have the choice and opportunity to sculpt the events in our personal lives and add to the shift in the collective consciousness. Begin to envision your personal experience and the global events from a place of empowered awareness. Acknowledge that your thoughts and emotions join other like-minded, awakened beings in this neutral quantum field of manifestation{believe it er not} is bout perception ya know..is the saying true? change da’ way ya lewk at the werld an the werld changes? hmm ?
Envisioning an thinking of actually creates, in many ways believe it er not again….although without the co operation of others sumtimes it does appear futile, things will get better an change as long as we believe in our visions no matter what they are,,,The better the vision the better the belief so they say,,,so choose to believe good things today , or not, is ur choice, Envision that those who are hungry are fed, those who are sick are healed, those who are homeless are sheltered. Envision that divine truth, well-being, love and light embrace all of life. Envision waves and waves of peace-commanding presence, surrounding all areas of conflict. Envision humans respecting one another for their uniqueness. Envision methods and solutions for clean energy. Envision methods and systems that support the health and well-being of all. Envision the reality of abundance and equality for all living beings. Envision wise leadership that befits your global connections…Yes harder said than done …when we have to realize …things are not the way we vision them.
NO matter what hold onto ur truths though, be them urs to hold… hold onto ur visions an hopes , no matter whom or what distracts u , another person health or wealth..hold to your visions in the face of all distractions and manifestations of the opposite. Remember you are seeding this quantum field with new realities. You are anchoring this shift and this transformation of consciousness. You are moving from this dense third dimension to the fifth dimension and higher. The chaos that you are witnessing is the result of what is being dissolved, what is being broken apart….again {believe it er not}..even if ur body is in pain etc etc…is ur mind that counts in da end!..
I decided many years ago to realize these new things, an now as a multidimensional one…so to say, a divine conscious being, something i have wanted to become all my life, we now i have to realize the dichotomous forces @ werk in all of it…i now have a choice to become a participant in the breaking apart of one reality and dimension, and the ascension into another. in my own life..an at this point in time i feel i have unique awareness and gifts to support and assist in this awesome undertaking of an entire planet transiting from one dimension to another…again…believe it er not!
I now have to hold and anchor these divine truths that honor all life sustaining actions and manifestations. Believe in myself an others that we are beings of light an love…an believe that we are truly transforming all that is before us. I have to not be discouraged by what i have observed or judge it i can only an have to see it for what it is,,,i have to .even when i see beautiful people do ugly thingz….i have to…
..continue to envision a better reality and outcome, no matter what the situation in life is.
I believe that in time once again i will collect the conscious being that need to be in my life for the reasons that have been set forth, that other being of conscious awareness will again connect with me more an more as time moves forward. Hopefully as more of us connect the reality of conscious contact once again shalll exist an well, then life is in ur hands believe it er not so is ur destiny, don;t let another change it unless u allow or wish for them to , As much as their betrayal or bad thoughts or deeds have affected ya……..For it is their very own personal choice if they do not wish to be a being of light as u know they are, or if they choose to be a hipocryte an or liar an or thief er whatnot? if they affect u in a negative way the only thing u can really do is let go of that charge an move on as hard as it sounds,,,,well, is jest rambling food for thoughts today is all.. hoping someone might get something outa of it fer a change ………..All i can do is take it one day @ a time an do the best i can regardless of what another thinks er whatnot,,,an well the losses of the past are jest that , even if they might take me a life time to recover from, for i am not a rich man 😦 ,,, bummer some have to take more than they give back but is a fact of life in this werld we live in, there are honorable ones an there are not, the choice is urs to whether u want to be honorable to the dark or the light the way i see it.an cosmic subspace ie….Creation or reaction – create or react our choice which way we wish to see it huh!..whatevr it is we do..okay enuff fewd fer thought fer the day get on with urs whatevr it is! jest do it……..how do u see it? agree er not? well , ANY WAY have a SPLENDID ONE! Night er Day!  🙂 .thanks for coming round to read my variety of Q stuff 🙂 i not trying to change anyone’s mind by readin my stuff either but if ya do well that’s fine by me 2 🙂 namaste’ & chow.. honorably urs……

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Q in colorful Colorado…lol when its not all covered in this white stuff anyhow lol….. Namaste’…….Q

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…an da’ ty[poes? well some things ar jest meant to be…..ok don’tBlayte go
be productive er go back to bed ..lol ur choice ! yep yep 🙂 …….

CounSOULing Fearzzzzzzzzzzz

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Frum years of counSOULing others for alcohol an drug addiction
i learn many things bout myself as a counselor, not to be a hypocrite – Practice what i preach – do as i say an say as i do, mean what i say an say what i mean!
an to live life to the fullest at every extent with indubitable courage. To practice what i preach is firstly most important, cuz what i see in others , well is only because i am able to find that same Dis-ease in myself 🙂 or have experienced it an got rid of it.,,, for we all reflect the truth back an forth from one another; or lies depending upon perception an the game of life being played. Because i have experienced it i can see it easy in others also! i also have to keep realizing. I Laugh a lot at these well educated! teachers an counSOULers that are drug abuse counsolers an or alcohol counselors an have never drank or used drugs? Is crazy the way i see it cuz these guys in town are so ignorant bout the DIS-EASE which they are counseling the person for…How can ya teach anyone something bout something if ya have never experienced it? i really wunder ? oh “i read it in college” wow great, if they never done it how do they have any clue how it feels or how the recovering or using client feels? an i also see many whom so to say “hide the bottle” or whatevr it might be they are addicted to, frum the other…an lie by deception for months on end only to find when they die the “STASH” they had that kept em going “RIGHT up an to THE END”
One of the main things i attempt to teach my friends that complain a lot an don’t have it together in their lives or are locked into a belief system or lifestyle they cannot get out of. Whether that is, frum believing that a God is “out there!” somewhere… or to believe in fear over love, or to be co-dependently unhealthy in releationships with others also. Dishonst…? i call it
HOnestly dishonest!…
Or sometimes i deal with the addict in denial, for weeks on end in many different scenarios and situations that need a solution in their mind before thay can move forward in life. They get stuck in their own victimization of their own mind and if they do not attend to the addiction before it gets a grip on their life ; even a lightweight addiction, even an overdose of something “good” like over meditating ! yep yep , can be hazardous for ur health. I say yep yep, even too much light can be a serious thing in ones life enuff to make one seriously ill in “BODY”.is really all bout balance in all areas… but well for we are not of this body but a cosmic light being inside really, an if people realize there is a subatomic werld that governs in a way how their whole life werks based on their responses and RE-ACTing to certain situations thrown at ya in life. i feel that if it is not good for ya in the end, it is something addictive personalities have to take a good look at, whatevr it is…….
Theres are old adages when i was younger that all the enablers in the bars an what not used to say; ” IF IT FEELS GOOD DO IT! ” & ” too much is NOT ENUFF ” …. well shortly into an alcohol and or drug addiction that is outa control. {usually within a few years} the character of the ego an person changes, an they become blind even to their own actions and talk whilst under the influence. I see alcohol a LOT take young people who were soul mates an meant for each other etc etc. an eventually after a 3-4-er 5 year stint destroy the marriage and the family structure all around that also. If both people in a relationship are drinking an drugging “together” well, i have seen in the end that either they grow through the dis-ease of over use, an learn how to handle it or they totally go out of control and loose their lively hoods an all they own possibly before they hit rock bottom, an have to start all over. Some of the rock bottom ers! nevr recover also because of the mental destruction of the substance they abused, depending upon what the substance is is the answer to what the effects in the end will be,, for instance if ya are a speed head for many years, eventually u will end up being a neurotic wreck an possibly UNREPAIRABLE damage also, for it shortens the nerve endings at the bone connections throughout the body, which makes them not able to communicate very with with the adjoining limbs. This shortening of the nerves due to certain HYper substances that increase nerve communication for a time being, after a certain amount of degeneration is Usually NEVER repairable….Although with prayer hard werk a lotta walks an exercise it is possible to repair all these things i believe….. …
Point of the post here for the day is bout whether a person is repairable or not, after they have had certain afflictions of addiction,,,,i call it the ADDICTION AFFLICTION, for see everyone on the planet is ADDICTED to a certain group of things that make them whole in a way! In the ARAMAIC bible before KING JAMES f_cked with it , it said brethern chooose ur rackma<sp> wisely !…. they translated in king james to “choose ur friends wisely” an as a result lost it MEANING THAT IT WAS!… for what it really mean was Rakma<sp> = Habits……… It mean originally for to choose ur habits wisely, an in addendum it said we only had so much room for so many habits, so choose em wisely… for the habits u choose for ur life shall be the habits u live ur life for!
I know some folks throughout my life ; they suffer frum “NOT ENUFFITIS!” an “ME-ITIS” very beautifully charged people whom on the outside are bright loving wunderful and smiling individuals…but deep down are very selfish hearts an hurt people inside, they always need a reflection for the negative side an a person to blame it on an say it is their fault! an usually they are a victim to their own ego winning the war over the mind!….They “THINK” they are happy joyous and free, with their things that they got over the years by always using the next best person with the most for their own advantage, without regard to whom they hurt , they make excuses an blame it on the other party, all of the crazy actions of neglect abuse or irresponsible denial etc etc whatever it might be this particular week, every week the story will change, there will be a new victim, an another person hurt on by the selfish ways of people like this, an they don’t really have a clue because their ego say HA HA i know ME i know i am,they say! purfekt i am lewk @ me {an really they are not} ,,,an the negativity is U not me …that is why i am going to deny u an neglect U ya see…well isn’t that crazy the way i see it to make up excuses to neglect or deny others,,, an also excuses to actually take from others in one way or another an more than was giving spiritually and or monetarily ,,,either way is in a way criminal for minds to betray an deceive others for their own selfish reason of habits that are not in check…Some People are used to Being the “VICTIM” for many years… they seem to put themselves into the position to be the Victim all the time so they have someone to blame for the position that are in!…a living dichotomy of sorts is the divine dichotomy of opposites that exists in everything that exists practically, the way I see it.
Those who can see both sides of the mind at all times when they think an cannot distinguish from whether it is the positive system of love or the negative thought system of fear ruling their lives…..Science calls these kinna folks BI-POLAR…..
To me a Bi-polar person is simply a person that has mistaken the stimulus for the mechanisms in lifes doings…. In other words there are 2 ways to look at everything ,,it is what I believe to be the divine dichotomy…of though,,an which side we choose to focus upon is what makes us whom we are as a personality… if we choose to focus on the fear based side of thought the negative outcome it will prevail,,,an vice a versa,,,but well always focusing on the positive side of reality is the correct way to be if utr partner is not alike an kind an does not focus on the good but always on the bad an perceives thoughts of naught even {thoughts never even dreampt up let alone thought up} ….well there can be serious results an problems as a result.
Where there is no presence of love but only fear is but a sick mind.
For a Darkened mind in this negative fear based lie based state of loving that more than love itself, well, in the end the dark mind will sabotage itself plus the relationships it is affecting without honor an truth at hand all else fails…for then they hide in fear of making retribution an reconciliation for the wrongs they have done , many jest sweep em under the rug to pull out some rainy day….when hungry for pain they so do seek subconsciously from someone somehow…
So, I say if the light of their perceptual reality goes out then it is time to put the foot on the brakes to all the hostility an fear visible an invisible,,, for a fear based mind is NOT A SANE MIND!
Time to make a Choice I’d say for some
Love life or Fear Life
Yep
Ur choice
Which is it gonna be?
As u live in dis’
Divine Dichotomy
LIFE!

Thinketh before talking – say what ya mean- mean what ya say an don’t be mean! & practice what ya preach, if ya can talk the talk – be sure u can walk the walk!
Bottom Line is; can’t fix another if they don’t wanna fix themselves  sad but true
……..FACT: Time is a limitation, eternity is limitless. Time stands within and
functions through its definition,
rather
Eternity adheres to no
definition in its infinity
.

All that you experience within this form
has been allowed for your to be able to learn,. It has been placed forth simply so that you can learn
that you are not the self you perceive yourself to be.

Therefore its tools, as limited as they are, have been made useful so we can journey beyond all limitations.and the ..tools of words!

Time is a Limitation, Eternity is Limitless, eternity has no definition….

within disertations of and through this space this time:)…So…..

Time,,,,is an Eternity, Eternity – Limitless……..dichitomys? noway?

have a splendid day .either way! I say!

Over an out frum da’ Q

🙂