Sending money by Paypal is free

 

Did u Know u could send money free on the internet to anyone in the werld with paypal?

well, ya can an it is really awesome …within seconds ya can send someone cash…….if i did not have the internet……..be it that it is jest “what it is presentlY” an i am lucky i do! weekly i travel the werld with all my subscribers…has become my full time job now…and am hoping my quarksire.com an all the articles an time i have put into this is werth something to someone out there in the world….

I know it has been worthwhile when someone that came across my page found sobriety an some extra strength out of reading the right article at the right time in their lives…i have had e-mails regarding that an warms my heart to know i made the correct decision years ago when i was on a limited budget in life…Internet or T.V.? well i chose the internet an for that am very thankful…so at this point in my life i need help keeping internet an myself alive it appears……any help at all would be appreciated 4 life by me…….4 every 20 bucks extra i got adds up to another 2 days of life for me… the gas ability to get to dialysis an back rides on this very fact!..So; out of the choices i have made over the years..this is one that means a lot to me…I have the internet still…but i keep loosing it every month cuza cash flow problems an go da last week er so without… cuza expenses related to kidney dialysis an operations an hospital visits etc etc..an traveling is costing me 300 plus a month. So here i am thinking bout; what if i DID NOT HAVE THE NET? i would have lotsa money for my expenses….
i have prolly bout 10,000 dollars of time an money invested into this site over the years…I do not have cable tv or streaming tv as a result of this choice also….

ckick here to help keep quarksire an his web werld alive!

https://www.paypal.me/quarksire

  or if ya prefer the old way well, the mailing adress 4 da Q is Quarksire aka mike weed @ 1112 gunbarrel rd. pagosa springs ; colorado 81147
so now i feel it is time to put a donate here button on my page for those long term readers that have got something positive outa my post-it werld here…….if ya got a paypal account it is easy an free to send $$$ cept the amount u are sending lol…

Recently a relative sent me some money by wire an it cost them 25 bucks ; well with paypal it doesn’t cost anything to send money to anyone on the planet if they have an account! an within seconds also ; is 2 kewl fer skewl really!.

     So, ?  If per chance? ya have any extra resources i am in serious need to say the least,,,am literally fighting for my life on a weekly basis now…. I actually love my life as fuked up as it is it jest is that “IT IS WHAT IT IS!” BOUT IT!


In recovery every other day frum dialysis so i do not get a lot done anymore cept water my garden etc etc an werk on my car so i can get back an forth…..sleep till noon a lot. Then in the middle of the night i do internet stuff a lot. research, reading an blog posting etc etc…an e-mailin i get prolly 25-50 e-mails a day now frum different people around the werld an follow a lotta blog post-its also is my fun in my spare time an recovery …a way i can travel the werld in a way an reflect upon others lives etc etc an places an things.is quite rewarding ..rather than watching tv……..so for that i pay – an in the end i am hoping i can get some kinda return on my investment….

………………………………………….wish i could !…………


So…if ur a long lost friend that owes me money or a debt now is the time to pay up lol. an if ur a newfound reader please do not be sidetracked by me asking for help “IT IS WHAT IT IS” DATS ALL FOLKS…by the way i am also doing a go fund me site asap to help with this endeavor to LIVE…some more before i leave this ol’ planet…..read more bout da’ plight of my pkd below….da fight of my life……

Chronically Speaking

polycystic kidney disease

Donate 2 this Website here

12 Steps to Recovery

32′ Seaview Triton v-10 Motorhome 4 Sale

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This post-it is for my Neighbor Mark; He has a 32′ Motorcoach for sale, wants to downsise his life a bit. It is in like new condition in many ways it is a 1999 Ford Triton V-10 Engine which pulls like a diesel….other vehicles on the road are amazed when ya pass them on by!

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     It has a 12′ foot slide-out an a good bed an interior..has been lived in off an on for the past few years since new. He is the second owner, This motorhome has not much road time for it has mostly been parked since bout 2008 as a campspot. in the rocky mountains here.

6.8 litre Triton V-10 surpasses most mtorhomes on the road an gets relatively good gas mileage for what it is…
automatic transmission with an engine oil cooler also, 130 amp auxillary start system in case of emergencies.
Radial tires, tilt steering wheel an cruise control.
has a powerstep an believe it er not a t.v. antenna lol.
Water heater an shower with bath…with a 41 gallon holding tank…
5000 lb trailer winch….an a 5.5 generac generator with dual roof air conditioners
aluminum roof ladder, conan countertop,
12 ft.slide out ..an 12 foot awning also…’
Rear vision system with microphone an speaker…
has mini blinds throughout…
stainless steel wheel liners…
50 amp power converter with charger
35000, btu standard furnace..steel construction with dura frame chassis…Steel framed laminated sidewalls with solid foam insulation an gel coat finish..an has fiberglass formed front an rear caps also
2 6 volt house batteries….4 point hydraulic jacks…battery disconnect switch,linoleum floor in galley an bath…with a double door reefer…
microwave oven …has a nice stove an oven also….

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 It has 32,000miles…new windshield on the passengers side an a crack in the drivers side not in line of sight, 1000.00 spent yesterday on new right side windshield which was really bad.

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    Thanks for checkin’ out this page..will ad pics to this manana…..if ur interested see the ad @ craigslist or jest text me frum here .970-046-9083 will be glad to communicate bout it !

http://farmington.craigslist.org/rvs/6260271559.html

so dats that for the day will get back to ya soon the Q will..manana another round of dialysis fer mikey here is a job in itself indeeD! 🙂 take care

over an out frum da’ Q

quantum_quark

 

Whether er not 2 he still has 2 go inevetibly so lol

Welp, no matter what the weather is doing he must drive across the 4 corners 3 times a week now like it is a job so………without hesitation!…it’s a job {she} says…an da’ satisfaction comes in knowing ya made it home alive

“one more day”

Although i do not earn $$$ i simply earn life by being able to accomplish going to my dialysis….My arm is sore! a lot…an  Sumtimes i becomes light headed!….(not good) is where it is good when {SHE} sumtimes takes the wheel! lol….i can only hope anyhow…she will be takin’ the wheel a lot in the future!…

     I think i need a car like the airplane i used to fly… one that has 2 sets of controls or yeah like my trike; where either person on board can take control of the aircraft….it would be pert kewl…….

     Have thought a lot how to design such a car in the garage in the spare time sumday ..

sumday if i got the time…i have the car…jest need the time an the $ for the parts lol…oh! an the health also?…..

   ~~~~White knucklin it! river on da’ right road on da’ left~~~~

 

we shall see what i am capable of doing in the near future…….would be a fun projekt that will prolly never happen anyhew now…although it would be jest the ticket an helpful cure for a simple problem 4 a guy like me..with occasional…..{LATHARGY}

..So that way if i were driving with {her} or anyone else, when it came upon me… instead of me having to pull over an take a break if i were alone…{she} could jest take over an get us to our destination safely!………..

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I am enjoying every 130 mile round trip i take to Durango more an more in a way!…i am forced to get out an see the world a bit and to be a part of it instead of laying in pain at home…it is becoming like a 3 day a week job & it is helping me feel better also……..i no longer wake up with morning sickness as often as i used to it used to happen a lot!…kicked this 60 yr old guys arse down a bit it did…..polycystic kidney disease an dialysis..now i seem to be eternally tired an worn out…..whew!..

..But what i do so possibly think is? I have to question how long i can …not only afford to but …..simply physically be able to keep on keepin’ on driving myself?…. that’ll be the day huh…when king driver has to be driven a lot 😦 So, it’s on with the dialysis 3 times a week for life..wheew what a trip really….Rain – Snow – er shine..is a must do program now that i cannot escape, and now retired guy here cannot retire ever!  it is what it is! thats bout it!…a new full-time JOB fer’ LIFE!..

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Never thought my life would end up this way really …

    So, anyhow in the future i see {her} kicking my ass into shape again ..and also being my right arm..an doing some of the driving….i pray {wait} lol bout this one a lot these days…cuz i know i am aging …one day @ a time lol …an jest have to learn how to rely on others for help @ i have been the last couple of months……without i guess…i would simply die within weeks the doctors say….

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     A note to ALL whom have helped me get thru this last month in all ways….socially, spiritually, financially, physically an in every other creative way that has come about…dis’ has been a sure course in miracles for me!…Thanks so very much to all of u whom have lended a hand in any way to mr. weed here!!! i shall be 4 ever eternally grateful for ya all! – an i would have failed if i did not have ur help ! thats a fact so thank UUUUUU!

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You know whom ya are………so between him an them an he an she well, i have been literally saved by many others this time round! frum my lady to family an friends! and all the wunderful doctors an nurses in the 4 corners that have layed thier hands on me! I than  YOU!

    STAy safe 2 one an all frum da’ Q dis here ol moonsoon season in da’ rockies…..the most fun time of the year to me…Summertime storms an whatnot daily weather changes are phenomenal and fun to experience. In one way er another……..

      so once AGAIN thanks to  anyone whom has helped me to stay alive as of lately!….@ life is what it is fer each an evry one of us…all one can do is go along an do life .one day @ a time …sumtimes one minute at a time…and do the best one can!

in Q’s life it is a fight an a job jest to stay alive! yep!

a full time job it is staying alive now!!!

wtf? ever happened to retirement i guess i don’t get that! geez!

Namaste’ to one an all frum the world of da’ Q …aka mike in colorful colorado!

🙂 ………….. 🙂

 


 

 

Whats it matter?

~On a dark day thinkin bout…Whats it all about?

~ Does it Matter er not:)?
will it matter in 100 years?

I say it do 🙂 ~ an it might!

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~So…I say to U 🙂
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*******Live A Life That Matters*******
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Ready or not,
someday it will all come to an end.
There will be no more sunrises,
no minutes, hours or days.
All the things you collected,
Whether treasured or forgotten,
will pass to someone else.
Your wealth,
fame and temporal power
will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned
or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations,
and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans,
and to-do lists will expire.
The wins and losses
that once seemed so important
will fade away.
It won’t matter where you came from,
or on what side of the tracks you lived,
at the end.
It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.
So what will matter?
How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought,
but what you built;
not what you got,
but what you gave?
What will matter is not your success,
but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned,
but what you taught.
What will matter is every act of integrity,
compassion,
courage or sacrifice that enriched,
empowered or encouraged others
to emulate your example.
What will matter is not your competence,
but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew,
but how many will feel a lasting loss when you’re gone.
What will matter is not your memories,
but the memories that live in those who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered,
by whom and for what.
Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident.
It’s not a matter of circumstance but of choice.
~SO?~~~~~~~
Choose to live a life that matters.

its ur choice >

 over & out:)

Say Goodbye 2 da’ gargantuan God

To Believe…

To believe is to know that every day
is a new beginning.
It is to trust that miracles happen,
and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,
To know the wonder of a stardust sky
and the wisdom of the man in the moon.
To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
The innocence of a child’s eyes
and the beauty of an aging hand,
for it is through their teachings we learn to love.

Q
To believe is to find the strength
and courage that lies within us.
When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.
To believe is to know we are not alone,
That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.
To believe is to know that wonderful surprises
are just waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.
If only we believe…..Dats my belief anyhew…..So ? is ?

What do you associate with the word “God”?….Since the brain functions spatially, most of us cannot help but visualizing some kind of image. And more often than not, this image is sort of hominoid. For several millennia, God has been pictured as a giant omnipotent king who perceives and judges every single act in the universe. The French philosopher Voltaire once remarked: “God made man in his own image, and man returned the favor.” Even if you don’t picture something anthropomorphic, there’s still bound to be some cosmic image of stars or light. In A Course in Miracles, Jesus tells us that “You cannot even think of God without a body, or in some form you think you recognize.”Acim text… (T-18.VIII.1: 7)..This need to visualize something externally is the problem, Jesus would say. By attempting to construe any image of God, we are really attempting to bring God into this illusory world of time and space. This is not the way to reach God. The metaphysical foundation of A Course in Miracles is that nonduality (“not-two”) is the only reality. Everything we perceive in time and space is an illusion the seemingly sleeping Son of God made up as a means to hide from a perceived vengeful Creator, intent on punishing us for our savage sin of leaving Him. To be sure, even in A Course in Miracles God is often depicted as some being Who is “lonely without His children” (T-2.III.5:11) , Who gives us the Holy Spirit to bring us back Home (T-5.II.2:5) , and Who even has tear ducts since He apparently weeps for His children Acim text..(T-5.VII.4:5)….However, as Kenneth Wapnick remarked, this must be seen as the pedagogical wisdom of Jesus, who needs to meet his students where they believe they are, that is, in the world of time and space. To motivate us, Jesus needs to use the language that we are capable of understanding now. As we progress, we will be able to understand truth more and more: “A miracle (i.e., an expression of love) […] must be expressed in a language that the recipient can understand without fear. This does not necessarily mean that this is the highest level of communication of which he is capable. It does mean, however, that it is the highest level of communication of which he is capable now.” (T-2.IV.5:3) So Jesus uses symbols and metaphors that we can recognize in our current state of mind. It would be a mistake, however, to take these symbols as literal truth only because of our mind conditioning of the past millennia….   

  So what is God, then??? and why would we make a punishing image of our Creator if we profess that we love Him? Well, to answer the first question, we are invited in A Course in Miracles to accept an entirely different image of our own self. The one-line summary of this message is: “God is but love, and therefore so am I.” (cf. W-pI.177) In chapter 28 we read: “This world was over long ago. The thoughts that made it are no longer in the mind that thought of them and loved them for a little while.” (T-28.I.1:6) . Although our brains cannot really picture a state without form or concept, this is exactly Jesus’ message: you and I are a holographic part of the same pure spirit that abides eternally and changelessly in God, who is literally love, and only love. The world you and I think we can achieve meaningful things in such as saving the climate, is only an “afterimage” (Ken Wapnick’s term) of the time-space dream that is already over. Once we embrace our true Identity as spirit of pure Love, this entire dream world of time and space will simply vanish, forever to be forgotten in eternity, since it never really existed anyway…..

Many can at least intellectually follow such reasoning to some degree, especially if you’re into spirituality or quantum physics! although??? At the same time, this is the source of our deepest fear: to disappear entirely as an individual. “You think you would be helpless in God’s Presence, and you would save yourself from His Love because you think it would crush you into nothingness. You are afraid it would sweep you away from yourself and make you little. … You think you have made a world God would destroy; and by loving Him, which you do, you would throw this world away, which you would. … And it is this that frightens you.“ (T-13.III.4: 1) I know I often quote this line, and I think it cannot be repeated too often. It is this realization that our ego feverishly attempts to hide from the mind, for this heralds the end of the ego itself, with which we identify so fervently..

So furthermore i would say!……The ego part of our mind obviously shrieks that a state of pure spirit without time and space is preposterous. And we should never underestimate the vicious cleverness of the ego. After all, the ego reasons: “Isn’t it foolhardy to be in denial of the pain you constantly experience within you and without you? You can paint pink scenes of blissfulness, but in the end you inevitably deteriorate and die. Oh, and before that, you’re gonna experience a load of loneliness, doubts and fears, no matter how diligently you try to hide your head in the sand. And this ‘God’ of yours won’t help you here. He’ll judge you when you die, but don’t expect any salvation from him. Ha!” Indeed, as long as we identify with our body, this seems a veritable description of life. However, once we experience the inner peace of our expressions of love (i..e, miracles), we’ll have more and more moments in which we realize that we are not a body. We are spirit. “God is but love, and therefore so am I.

Werd fer an 2 da’ wise!!!!

Try to lighten the load in your mind about all the little worries in your life. It doesn’t matter if you are delayed in a traffic jam. It doesn’t matter if people seem to treat you unfairly. It doesn’t matter if the stock market plummets. It doesn’t matter if your partner leaves you. It doesn’t matter that your body decays and dies. You’ve probably gone through hundreds or thousands of lives (incarnations) of such fleeting, changing experiences. None of these matter for salvation. What matters is forgiveness — of your brother, and therefore ultimately of yourself, since everything around you is a projection of a part of you. Realize that you experience yourself in this world, but you are not of it. Learn to forgive where you used to condemn. Become a happy learner of the Holy Spirit, and you’ll experience the reflection of God’s law of love in this world. “The teachers of God have trust in the world, because they have learned it is not governed by the laws the world made up. It is governed by a power that is in them but not of them.” (M-4.I.1:4). This is the power of Love (= God = nonduality), in which you and I are already at Home, even though we are usually not aware of that.

Accept the help of the Holy Spirit to make you fully aware of this shabby substitute for Love that we made, and allow him to change his mind for you. God (= Love) will dawn on your mind. At the end of your journey of awakening, Jesus assures us that “Together we will disappear into the Presence beyond the veil, not to be lost but found; not to be seen, but known” (T-19.IV-D.19: 1). Please do take your time for this learning process. Patience is an important characteristic of a teacher of God. As we read in lesson 184: “It would indeed be strange if you were asked to go beyond all symbols of the world, forgetting them forever; yet were asked to take a teaching function. You have need to use the symbols of the world a while. But be you not deceived by them as well. They do not stand for anything at all, and in your practicing it is this thought that will release you from them. They become but means by which you can communicate in ways the world can understand, but which you recognize is not the unity where true communication can be found.

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     Thus what you need are intervals each day in which the learning of the world becomes a transitory phase; a prison house from which you go into the sunlight and forget the darkness. Here you understand the Word, the Name which God has given you; the one Identity which all things share; the one acknowledgment of what is true. And then step back to darkness, not because you think it real, but only to proclaim its unreality in terms which still have meaning in the world that darkness rules. Use all the little names and symbols which delineate the world of darkness. Yet accept them not as your reality. The Holy Spirit uses all of them, but He does not forget creation has one Name, one meaning, and a single Source which unifies all things within Itself. Use all the names the world bestows on them but for convenience, yet do not forget they share the Name of God along with you. God has no name. And yet His Name (i.e., expressing Love) becomes the final lesson that all things are one, and at this lesson does all learning end.” (W-pI.184)

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    The real truth bout it though! is. IN God’s werld….. Apparently humankind arrived in the last minute of that day, and the planet is 4.54 billion years old…Imagine DAT!..

..So well it’s been a long day lol…..@ so july will be a hot long month so.get over it lol!!!!!!

Namaste’ 2 u frum da’ Q…

 

 

 

A DELTA Winged Flyer da’ Quark is

*** Variations on a theme ***

**** da’werd of da week is Delta.

an is sumpin i think about a lot..but in a different sense…than the rushing of water going out to sea for my kinaa thoughts of DELTA are those of my wings i fly…da’ delta wing…damn i want to get back in da air soon! Being grounded sucks! Truly………so i spend a lotta time in recovery thinking bout the cool days i got to fly my DELTA wing i da past…lotsa hours upon da’ wizard wings …an bout 40 er 50 hours on da ol’ butterfly in da garage an bout 20 0on a wrecked 21.5 golf strutted wing in da garage i got to fix an repair sumday another projekt yep! lol …jest sortin thru some pics of da past here!……an rememberin.”crashin is not an option” but if one must do it gracefullY! 🙂 ***

Delta

For this week’s photo challenge, share a picture that symbolizes transitions, change, and the passing of time.

~Bottom Line is at all facets of my life @ present …Reality has it i have been in recovery for the last week not able to hardly stand the pain, very humbled here to say the least..when everyday chores become a challenge let alone going out to fly lol….. ~

check out last weeks post-t if’n ya missed it bout Transient things Photographed in Time

Transient things Photographed in Time

    

This be the Rocky Mountain Way2 lewk @ da werd transient!.werd of da’ week was transient….Transient..Drifters, nomads, and even the state of impermanence: this week, share your photos of transient…..well my choice is a few things that only the photo keeps forever in time..

there are a few different ways to interpret that werd but for me it is thngs that do not stick around……….so in a way jest bout anything can be transient dependin upon ur perspective….especially things which once photogaphed will never be the same…..


here are a couple of shots of things that are transient in my werld but come back evry year.cept well.the tree has fallen now so no more shots of lightnin’ or rainbows beyond it..etc etc.

..so my take on transient with a couple a few of my fav shots…i have taken over the years!

peace-out frum da’

…Q…

STAYIN GROUNDED IS KINNA IMPORTANT RIGHT NOW!

twas’ a darin’ night to be out walkin on hilltops….

 

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………..Drivin’ into da’ storm Photo: by Quarksire 🙂

 

Rainbows ussually appear 2 be curved an not straight