Know thyself – cuz Ya Never Know!

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  So whats the point he said she said??? there are 2 many points to this subjekT! lol.
although it is mostly bout what one loves…whatevr that is!…

Ten years ago i loved what i thought was an angel ? only to find out after months that the angel loved the devil more than life itself…what do i mean buy the devil..”D evil” well to me definition of EVIL is simply ..anything that is opposite to LIVE in thinking..an well the “devil;” lol..has to be …against lived.or da’ live…….

then 3 years laters the same kind of scenario trips up my life to no end….by another so-called angel, one i have a hard time forgiving for not being an honest human an taking me for Time, energy, money, direction and sending me into a downward spiral emotionally for years! 😦 Yeah that was love ……I am still today at this moment paying for that wunderful adventure….guess i was cheap entertainment 4 a year o the internet, an a few months sex for her…whatevr is all i can say now…cuz i have to accept that there are people who are against live….an all out for themselves in evry way? money wise though being the most important to these kinda lovers it is more important than all the fears that they behold in life$$$$…..so much for angels…..
So, point of this is one thing . “YA NEVER KNOW” bout anything or anybody really truly.i did not choose for them to be selfish or greedy or to rip me off for cash an time an life an emotions whatever 4?..or do ya bout them?..? or do we jest have to make better choices? wtf? i do not know what the answer is but my present relationship does not exhibit or even come close to or have any tendencies to be against live…an definitely is not against lived, because her lived is what makes her that person that she is today!…..

well one in many millions to me my lady is…nothing of the sort or kind against live…wtf for she says…why be against ur life? an if ya are well ur close to suicide…i guess…anyhow an against live Evil…why be that now when what we have lived brought us to be who we are today? why join up with the “devil” against lived an whom is Evil? …..what on earth for really? $$$$$ in the end with these greedy selfish people…they do not care what the causal effects of their taking frum u for their own personal benefit…very cold an self centered in my book of life ..unto death when we part! yep!…as they walk round talking bout how they notice all the self centered people etc etc? like wtf..Hippocratic to the max i see in so many people these days…hurting on others? finding humor in it an then saying they are innocent in all their false judgements an taking frum ya?…

BACK 2 the POINT! YA NEVER KNOW!….I simply want to live an love …simple right…..LIFE!

what is it ya never know…well, lotsa things in this life of pomp an circumstance, good choices vs. bad etc etc fate er destiny? which is it an why? YA WILL PROLLY never know where ya come frum really….other than jest one thing really …love an desire to live! that’s bout it!…other than that ya prolly will never know ? when fate ? destiny? luck bad er good? or pomp or circumstance by being in the wrong place at the wrong time??? Fact; some things an people in my life will be part of my infinity 4 one reason er another!

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WELL? YA NEVR KNOW …BOUT ANY OF THAT IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS AN WILL BE WHAT IT IS ALSO? MY point is a LOT OF IT IS SIMPLY ABOUT CHOICE; why should human being be so inconsiderate to others as to take a child of theirs away frum them an not ever let that child see them after 6 years of life? moving to another part of the state? an disappear…but on the back side of life stalk ya for $$$?.an reprogram the child with nonsense!….why would sumeone go nuts an kill my lady and her father an rape her an steal car an money an drive off 500 miles away to then kill a group of 4 in a campground ???wtf? then when they find this guy an pull him over he puts his cig out in the middle of his forehead? before they take him off to jail? nope he wasn’t drunk or on drugs either ..jest a crazy who should not have been let out on parole but was an ex-murder who should have never been let out? as far as i am concerned in the furst place ..system failure to me…an welp is bout it..the whole good system is collapsing upon itself cuza the bad? is a trip how society as a whole don’t want to get a grip an get along, truly sad really……so wtf is what i am saying to U today is ya NEVER KNOW when shit will or can happen in ur life…My experience though is that if ya fear the crazy people they will be attracted to ya…so HAVE NO FEAR! ..most important though is one has to KNOW THYSELF an be able to get a grip when crazy shit does happen in their life…….
Why would someone intoxicated to the max choose to take a drive with the 4 year old in the car to the races! lol. such alcoholic stupity auctually!..@ well @ i know by personal experience an everyones is different because of choices of habits..once again i choose today LOVE instead of fear!..(an alcoholism).(escapisms) an ism’s in general!
but really ! Ya NEVER KNOW ..either after the habits ya might choose in life what will become of it or because of the HABIT! everything bout ya changes 4 ever…cosmic cosmology in a sense to me is where one recognizes that happening in their life! that is to be lived! once ya turn round ur perception and analysis an stop being a selfish human as the doers that hurt ya well, ya see the HABITS one chooses are of most important to their very own existence an life itself! in all and every ways everything is bout HABIT! an choosing the correct ones…ya only got so much room in ur brain an so much time in ur life so depending upon the HABITS u choose is what will become the outcome in this standpoint alone…..

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So on that note well, i have in my lifetime learned to choose certain habits that were good for me rather than badhabits that were good for me rather than bad! habits like my addiction to flying, driving, Riding an experiencing FUN things….an doing my photography,..to old to scare the shit out of myself an rock climb though lol…been there done that badge..an i got hurt more than once doing it…so having an addictive personality an having healthy habits is a good thing! in Q’s book of life….over the years i have traded my BAD habits for so called better or gooder habits lol…as a child would say!…an for that fact i am grateful ..i have chosen to not disengage frum my personal reality anymore..which i did every day 4 about 26 years as a functioning alcoholic an businessman in the worlds workforce…if i would have continued that HABIT of drinking i would have killed my self or another doing it …having to come to terms with that an quit was hard..very hard…but well, i am alive today because i do not drink..an as a result i can still fly my ultralight or drive my car or ryde my motorcycle to my hearts delight @ long @ i don’t get sick over my latest adventure with dis-ease an the bodys malfunction.my (PKD)..so is a dna flip and a genetic flaw they say that causes mine…as with many debilitating diseases, they are all jest a genetic flip…with different causes of symptom in different places based upon the flip…for 10 years now i have had my kidneys failing in a bad way an knew it ..they the kidneys in my abdomen are bout 4 times the size of the normal persons kidneys..maybe 5…covered with polycysts they are…an the cycts are spread all over in my abdomen also???oh did i say it hurts? …well has come to the point of dialysis…in my werld…an thats a whole nother post it…
THE point of this post it was to give preponderance to the fact that well….YA NEVER KNOW! ….bout anything really or anybody! as la live learn an grow ya know better..but that does not save ya frum the THEN…an point of that is ya forgive the THEN so ya can live in the now! even if someone ya knew 5 10 er 20 years ago is still negatively affecting ur mind with negative energy 😦

IT’S ALL IN UR MIND YES INDEED!!!!
SO KEEP THE GOOD, IS ALL I CAN SAY….when in recovery..because…

YA NEVR KNOW!…….

all i can say is one should always keep hope in their higher power within themselves to pull them thru if they really want to get thru it..it is really tough ? indeed it is a lot to accept that some people are simply selfishly programmed an so addicted to their programming that they will never change…bred by fear live by fear so to say….therefore that is not love an my objektive as of late is one thing LOVE….an well till i die i am going to live my very own version of the great american dream…an hopefully fly an ryde an well, live an have fun with my love, an simply experience a few good fun things in life instead of focusing on the bad an the past …

CUZ YA KNOW WHAT FOLKS “IT JEST IS WHAT IT IS “! WHAT EVER IT IS NOW…..GOT TO ACCEPT THAT AN MOVE ON FRUM THERE.

OVER AN OUT FRUM THE Q

Flying Colorado wit Henry Trike in his Ultralight trike

Drift Upon The Sky an come take a ride wit henry! in Kolorful Colorado.. FRum henry trike 🙂 come flY Colorado; a few vids today fer ur viewing pleasurE…

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come fly wit da’ Q

Fly at 15,000 feet over Pikes Peak in Colorado with Ultralight Trike
Henry says: This was one of my dream flights. Tracy, Rick and I flew over world-famous Pikes Peak (14,110 feet) with our trikes. We took off from Meadow Lake Airport and flew to the north of the peak and approached the peak from the west side to avoid the rotors created by 45 mph westerly wind. It was the most exciting and beautiful flight I ever had

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAJofBYqzJ0

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~Fly Colorado Ultralights–Pikes Peak Flight–July 23-2015

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1P8ONiffRU

an last but not least …

~Colorado Springs Flying with Tracy Tomlinson
One of the beautiful places I visited in this summer. Fun flights with Joe, Rick and Tracy near Colorado Springs. I want to go back there and fly again…..

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So, Skybound wit Henry in Colorado, waz wat my mind waz all bout this fine day!…

have a splendid week werld…frum da’ Q

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… More ultralight trike stuff frum Q below …

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Werd of da’ Week Fun

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FUN?

well, i do have fun doing a few thingz in my life…Flying…Riding my bike…an chasing lightning storms round an takin’ pics of them after dark!…so here is one shot to link to the photo challenc=]ge of the week…the werd of the week is fun! so staying with that i shall post a pic of fun in Q’s werld…an well, if ya want to read bout MY PERCEPTION of the werd fun, keeping with the theme of mental health an healing! in a long article i wrote bout it follow to the next post it here…an i shall explain myself to ya.till next time hope ur having fun lewking at all the pics frum round the werld of peoples interpretation of fun!

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adios an over an out frum da’ Q

Fun!

I love a serious or metaphorical theme as much as the next photographer… but this week, let’s just have some fun.

Rocky Mountain Highs Once again!

alien to some…..

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an anoder note frum da possibly poetic side of da’ Q

in da broad daylight had a fight with da devil da devil won, then i said, leave me alone, in da broad daylight.

An I won da’ fight. we get deeper an life goes on, heaven is up there, it can be anywhere, deeper we go life goes on, the feeling strong, bring it on. Face me – embrace me in the skies of love, turn over a new leaf, bring it on! life goes on, getting strong, bring it on!

Embrace me find me before i HIT THE SUN!.

I am so forever skybound in love with u soaring forever i know though on does eventually have to hit the ground. No matter what do it softly!…so it don’t make a sound, momma earth is the hardest part bout being an angel, flyin’ round ….fly safe everyone and enjoy da’ vid how ever u fly…..from one of quarksire’s playlists on you tube.

an yeas – once again!

fly safe everyone… an remember

“crashin’ is not an option!

No matta how ya fly!

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Morning time frum Pagosa Springs, Colorado

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august 2016 echo lake 7am

 

~ SO….when i see da’ sun come up i am usually up all night…then after sun-up i go to bed till lunchtime er so…is my routine.

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Over Echo Lake in july 9am

I am only up early in da’ am to go flying or to go fishin’ or watch the others fly an play…..

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8am in may

i am a nocturnal soul ..so morning to me is frum 12 midnight till the sun comes up.Morning in pagosa is kewl,

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Before the storm @ 8am

mikey an his friends are always floating when i see da’ sun come up i am ussually up all night

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…then after sun-up i go to bed till lunchtime er so…is my routine…i am a nocturnal soul ..so as i said; morning to me is frum 12 midnight till the sun comes up.

morning in pagosa is kewl,

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mikey an his friends are always floating around on gewd morning jest after the sun comes up..weather permitting.that is..sumtimes i go soaqk at the hot springs in da morn also

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..So, jest a few pagosa early mornin pics.when the animals are out to play the morning away also..

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.^bear an her cubs @ 8 am..

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have a splendid week everyone.an a gewd morning to u…

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August 2016 Echo Lake: Pagosa Springs, Colorado @ 7 am

Its morning sumwhere! no matter what time of the day it is here

Morning

What does your morning look like?

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Look Up Before one Leaps

 Wordpress Phrase of da’ week this past week waz Look Up….so of course furst thing i thought of was having to lewk up before one leaps…

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An when in da’ air also lewkin up ever so often to see that the wing is all doing well! It is advised to ABORT jest before taking off because of a twisted line on the paraglider, an on the trike a twisted cable…I have to keep this in mind a lot wit my sport, once upon a time i lewked up to see da’ “JESUS” bolt coming out of my shaft that holds the wing on,

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Da’ Jesus bolt is da’ one with the safety clip in it, if it comes out ya jest say “OH JEEESuS!”

,,so i abruptly descended an landed, another time i failed to lewk up before launching an as soon as i took off the wing wanted to do a left turn all by itself, Result of a twisted cable that hold the wing tight on the left side,,,,

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so i had to hold the wing in a right hand turn to fly it straight, obviously i came back around an landed…twas’ an assembly problem i had missed on my pre-flight inspection. lol. gewd job huh mikey.

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So, anyhow next time i go fly, an every time; i truly have to remember this Phrase..

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 LOOK UP! Before ya leap!!

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Look Up

This week is all about taking a moment to check out what’s going on above you.